oopsie... haven't been blogging much this month. :x
anyway, a lot has been going on
and i've been slogging my guts out this holiday.
and this 19 June, KK (King Kids- my church's children group)
has organised a suuper FUN outing.
BUT
i have.. i never thought i'd say this, but.. sickening dance!
what the freaking hell.
ok, i didn't blog about this before cos i haven't touched the com for eons.
anyway, i'm starting to hate dance.
seriously.
I heart dance but we have a performance coming up on 5 July.
and we only have a few practices left.
and lao shi has turned into a complete nightmare/monster/etc...
everytime i go dance,
i feel like i've entered a war.
i feel scared.
EVERY SINGLE LESSON I GET SCOLDED.
EVERYONE GETS SCOLDED.
I CRIED 2 TIMES ALREADY.
we already told a teacher and it only worked for 1 lesson.
but me & adelene could tell she was controlling herself.
she thinks that we think she is against us when she scolds us.
but the thing is, we don't.
i just think that maybe she could tolerate her anger a bit more.
and, we're just sec 1.
you don't expect us to be a pro dance within a night, right?
and you guys know i'm bad at chinese.
and she is from china.
so maybe there is a language difficulty?
i don't know, because of this whole dance,
i am so stressed out.
i thought that performing would be fun.
but it is turning out to be a complete nightmare.
if i could turn back time,
i probably would not join dance.
i'm not sure if i would quit dance after this performance.
y'all would say yes, you should.
but... i still love dance.
its just lao shi.
maybe it isn't worth giving up dance just because of her.
but i don't know.
fear is getting the better of me.
i ddon't what would become of me during SYF.
Melanie doesn't know how i feel,
cos she is in fire and is taught by pei shan lao shi.
a MUCH BETTER teacher.
although Audrey is also in fire,
she knows how i feel cos she too got scolded by Ms Wendi.
Melanie, trust me.
you're gonna be like a duck in a sea next yar during SYF.
enjoy our peace now cos it ain't gonna last.
LOL. anyway, everyone will get scolded.
especially me.
i don't know what the next year sec 1 will endure.
LOL.
anyway, lets not talk about dance anymore.
lets think of it as history.
lets think fun, fun, FUNNN!
speaking of fun,
my dad got the nintendo wii on Sunday.
And since then,
my bro and me couldn't keep our hands off it!
LOL.
gee, doing homework sure is gonna be a party pooper.
speaking about homework,
i'm currently doing Mdm Valli's bio homework.
current status of that work: stuck.
sheesh.
and for English,
i am currently doing the reader's digest thingy.
Status: Slow
oh well.
and for my book review,
i can't seem to find the perfect book for it!
my last one was Scarlett by Cathy Cassidy.
from the library. great book. fab, in fact.
oh, oh!
i just thought of the perfect book.
my life starring mum by....
err, i forgot.
but the main problem is,
the book isn't with me!
gosh.
i'll have to hunt it down.
but it is such a nice book,
most probably it is in the hands of another person.
worst comes to worst,
i'll choose another book. :D
i just finished mopping the floor.
my mum would give me 160 bucks if i helped her clean up the house.
yeah man!
this post shall end here.
my hands are itching for a game with the wii.
LOL.
ciao! :p