today i shall update about the 2 previous days.
and today. :)

15 March
well, first i went to Dhoby Ghaut Mrt station.
and saw Zhi Ya.
So i waved to her.
and she miserably waved back. :)
well, later Mel called me and said she was at Cathay.-.-
i could've fainted on the spot. D:
i told her that we were supposed to meet at the station.
and she said,"Wth! huh! then how i meet your?"
i said,"Don't know.."
and she asked me if i knew how to walk to the station.
i told her no.
and then later we hung up.
and adelene called.
she asked me where me and Zhi Ya were.
I told her at the passenger service.
and she told me she already was at the passenger service.
(what i didn't know was that the station was so damn big,
and had more than 1 passenger service. how stupid was i?)
and i said, "But I don't see you."
and then.. ok, cut this crap.
i still have homework to do. -.-
i'll cut short some parts.
and then all of us finally met.
and this was half an hour later.
but no seniors turned up.
We called Esther. (We already knew she wasn't coming.)
and she said she'll call Veluriya.
and Veluriya led us the way to Cathay.
and then we saw Wee Lin.
and we went to the basement to buy food.
and we saw our dance people.
At first, we didn't recognise them.
Cos of all their make-up.
But later we saw Haniz
and suspected why the costumes were identically the same.
so we later found out it was them. -.-
and then all the teams danced.
and then it was our turn and we screamed.
and then they danced.
took some picures.
next time then post them.
and CHIJ TP won the most supporting.
which is pretty obvious cos they screamed madly. -.-
and we were sitting beside them. >.<>16 March
went to church.
was on kk1 duty that day.
i usually look forward to it,
but the kids were a little more hyper than usual. D:
plus, its double work when Aloysius and Ryan come. :(
they were making so much noise
and even auntie Kim didn't care about them and let them be.
But i finally managed to persuade Aloysius to sit in front
and listen to the story.
As for Ryan, he just sat behind in his own world. :)
anyway, KK1 is for pre-school kids,
I just gradguated from KK3 last year. xD
KK2 is from P1-P4.
kk3 if from P5-P6.
After that, you gradguate.
When you're in P5,
you go to Youth Caregroup.
I remember when I first went to the Youth cg.
I was very sad and nervous cos that was a xmas party.
i was P4 then.
I guess you could say I started cg early by a month.
LOL.
anyway, wanna know why i was sad?
no, i wasn't scared of going youth.
wanna know why?
well, you just gotta keep wondering.
wahahahaha. i'm evil. :D
and i cried for that matter for a few days.
I felt so ashamed. :(
no, i didn't do that.
let me give you some hints. :)
spin me samuel chair fast fall
hehe.
should be easy now, yuh?
anyway, no one knows.
So if you wanna know what exactly happened,
ask me. :)
i'll be more than happy to tell you. :)
ok, anyway,
the kids were really noisy and
i just managed to calm them down a little.
Julia went for kk1 this time. :D
i helped her do her work.
and..
she hugged and kissed my hand. :DD
she is a really sweet girl.
then Jolene came and hugged me too.
then Joash followed her.
wahahahaha.
they are my little angels!
hmmph.
trying to snatch them away from me, huh.
it won't be easy. :P
ok, enough crapping.
later after church was cg.
i was leading worship. D:
i like didn't know how.
I wasn't prepared.
first time..

17 March
the worst day of my life. ever. damn it.
early in the morning,
when i went to the mirror,
i got the shock of my life.
there was this red thing on my face,
that is as big as the base of your pen.
I asked my mum what it was,
and she said could be insect bite.
wtf. My first guess was an ant.
curse that insect.
started scolding,
"stupid ant. bite my face for what? Curse that insect!"
then today went to school, crapped.
had D&T the table was full so had to seat with the boys-nerds
damn it. what did i do?
and i was like busy covering my face.
and it was so damn hard
to listen to Mr Ang while covering my face.
Why?
if i use my hand cover and turn,
people would think i'm slappingmyself. -.-
obviously.
then when we were drawing the sketch.,
Zhi Chun started saying, "long penis."
cos he has this spring thing that was colourful
and he kept shaking it.
eeeewwwwwww.
Jun Ping, Zhi Chun and Shafia didn't bring their ruler.
so i was constantly lending them. -.-
and it was irritating cos i also needed to use it.
and shafia kept snatching it away since she was beside me.
then we had recess.
recess was normal.
and then maths.
Mr Goh insulted me and called me a hamster. -.-
i mean, Wan Teng asked me a question
and he scolded me instead of her. +.+
and then Fong Yee ask me a question
and he scolded me, not her.
Ass both of you! :P
then later had MT.
As usual, it was boring as ever.
i wonder how i could survive 4 years of misery.
then had PE.
I used to like PE,
now i hate it.
Mr Mak made us run 3 rounds down and up the slope.
Damn tiring. :(
and then sit and reach.
i sucked at it.
I just passed.
must work harder.
need to practice. :)
i will get a C!
don't you think A is too much too handle? xD
i will definitely ace my sit ups. :)
i seriously suck at sports.
and it was time to go home.
When me and mel reached the bus stop,
i needed the toilet.
and we were like so far from school already.
and i thought i could hold.
then when i reached the bus stop
that i was supposed to change bus,
the stupid 75 driver just drove down the road,
and stared at me.
I was so gonna complain
but i didn't see the license plate. :P
Luckily, 184 came 5 minutes later.
and i reached my bus stop.
it was a 5 min walk from my house.
so i ust walked slowly at first.
and then i got more and more urgent that i started shaking.
and then i was walking briskly.
if i ran,
the urine would come out. -.-
you could tell that by now,
i don't give a damn anymore.
i ran as fast as i could,
and i dropped my damn wallet. :/
i had to pick it up and that means i needed to bend.
so i quickly bent, and picked my wallet up.
then i continued running.
when i was in the lift
i was shaking so much that
i thought i would pee on the spot.
then i untied my shoelace, and took out my shoe.
when the lift door slided open,
i just dropped my bag and the books i was carrying.
and ruched to the toilet in time.
one second more and it would've been too late.
i learnt my lesson about controlling my bladder on that day. :)
gosh, this is soooo emberrassing.
but, it is my worst day ever.

Birthaday wishes to Adelene Chong Kei Yan! :)
oh, and..
I CAN GO CHURCH CAMP! yay! :DD
so damn happy.
will update tomorrow. :]

today was a FUUNNNN day. :D
first, we went to meet Adelene at the market.
then we went to her house.
duh.
and then first,
we started doing our holiday homewok.
Actually, to be precise,
it is Adelene that was doing the homework
since she hasn't finished. :D
and then we used the computer
to do the debate thing.
we tried to do some research,
but we couldn't find anything to go along with our topic.
Ya know why?
Cos, our topic is "Teenage relationship should be allowed".
cheem, right?
and quite hard to win. D:
and, gay ong deliberately chose the same topic as us.
hmmmph.
stupid gay ong..
oh, nevermind.
although their topic is easier,
we should stand for what we believe in, right? :D
so anyway,
we only like brainstormed for half an hour,
i think.. :X
anyway,
after that, we just watched Adelene use the computer.
hehe.
you may think it is boring,
but i thought it was quite interesting.
please don't ask why.
cos i don't know too,
frankly speaking. xD
then after Adelene figured we were bored,
she logged out of the computer.
and we went to her room.
i ransacked her cupboard.
wahahaha.
i'm so mean.
and she has so many nice clothes!
i'm so jealous!
you could see my face turning green..
LOL.
ok, enough of the crapping.
then we just irritated Mel by smacking her butt.
LOL.
and then we were talking about jokes.
and then i just sat up with my butt pointing in the air,
and my face flat in the bed.
and adelene said,"_________________________"
censored. (btw, i'm so not what you're thinking.. :p)
and then mel sat in my position and said,
"the ___ is ________, then.."
BOOM!
she crashed onto the bed.
and me and adelene was laughing like mad.
we didn't know mel could be so horney. :O
haha.
and then it was time to go. D:
so we went to the mrt station
and train-ed to Tiong Bahru.
And we went to Tion Bahru Plaza.
Like, duh..
and we went to catch a movie.
It was step up 2: The Streets.
The movie was really nice.
All about street dancing, and everything.
Then we took neos.
we took it 2 times.
$10 each.
and i look so damn retarded. +.+
and mel looked so chio. ;p
anyway, then we bought the stickers that had our names on it.
ya know,
those that has your name and you paste it on books?
anyway,
we bought it and it onl costs 5 bucks for 120 stickers.
damn cheap, right?
mel and i bought 120 each.
usually,
i saw it was about $30 or something for 120.
i think..
anyway, we went home after collecting our stickers.
oh, i also bought my dad a late birthday present.
i had a hard time chooding a suitable present for him. D:
and so,
i bought a dale softtoy for him to put in his car. :D
hehe.
oops..
past curfew..
gotta go!

yoyo~
today was so damn booooooring.
i finally finished my homework.
But, no one i asked can come out to accompany me.
boo hoo!~
sigh.
then talked to Jerrine on the phone.
and talked and talked and talked.
i kinda wish there was school rather than have holiday.
i mean, its so boring!
aaaaarrrgh.
nothing to blog about.
tomorrow will meet up with Adelene and mel.
to do the debate thing.
hope that mummy would let me go Tiong Bahru after that.
oh, and lastly,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DADDY!

today is the start of the school holidays,
so that means it is going to be so predictable,
since i'm not going anywhere. D:
i'm going to be stuck in my room with something called
'boredom' and do my homeowrk the whole day.
pfft.
so since it is so predictable,
i have nothing else to talk about,
but random facts and the future. :D
yesterday my cousin smsed her dentist,
and told her that i wanted to put on braces.
but the dentist didn't reply.
so lets hope she replied today.
i have so many questions to ask about braces.
like,
does it hurt?
does it scratch the gums?
will it be irritating?
do you have the colour lavender for braces?
etc, etc..
hehe.
the fourth question is the colour i wanna wear.
dark purple with lavender.
whoo~
my cousin had dark blue and aqua.
i want dark purple and lavender.
i think its nice. :D
ok, enough crapping.
now, what should we talk about now?
ah..
i know!
tomorrow.
jie jie wants me to come to church tomorrow,
for a study group.
i seriously don't wanna go.
but the good thing is,
if i go,
mummy will bring me to Bugis after the study thing. :D
i am pactically dying to get my skinnies.
oh, and 15 march.
can't wait.
cos the dance group,
including the seniors,
are going to the cathay cineplex
at dhoby ghaut to support the jazz team.
and i'm going. :D
say, 13 march.
daddy's birthday.
i'm haven't bought him his presen yet.
i can't go out cos both mel and sylvia are away.
sylvia's got guides.. -.-
mel's at indo. :(
i'm practically dying of boredom.
and they abandon me!
BOOOOOOOOOO HOOOOOOOOOOO!
i wanna go out!
ok, i'm done doing this thing of facts and the future.
lets stop.


you're my friend,
you know i like him,
yet you kept on flirting with him.
is this what friends do?
if it is, then i don't wanna be friends anymore.
cos its hurting to see that scene.
you told me you liked him,
but later told me you don't anymore.
if you like him, just say it.
and i'll happily retreat and let go.
why must you lie to me?
cos its the lying that hurts most.
not the flirting.
i told you about the hurt i went through.
and all the secrets i had.
now you just planted another scar on my heart.
should i be angry or sad?
i guess i'm both.
i'll fight it out with you if thats what you want.
i'll let go if thats what you want.
but i'll have you know that i'll never forget this incident.

hello, aliens.
ROOOOAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRR.
i'm so angry.
why?
because you aliens,
did not tag me!
boo you!
what-ev-er.
i am going on a no tagging strike until you people tag me. :p
you should know better than not to tag me. -.-
anyway, i was just joking.
if you thought i was really that petty,
you're wrong.
but please, do tag me whenever you can, kay?
i thank my darlings who tagged me but i'm sorry,
as i'm unable to tag back.
cos i'm too lazy right now.
but don't worry,
i'll tag back asap. :D
anyway, went to church today.
then, went to grandma's house.
then came back home.
and had allergy again.
on my leg somemore.
it had dots all over it.
and it was red.
i know.
you may think it is disgusting.
i do too. :D
and its really irritating cos it itches. :(
i can't confirm if its really allergies,
and i had them before too.
early this year.
well, nothing else to blog about.
wait! still got something i wanna say. :)

to _____,
i don't know if you really like me,
like what the rumours say,
and what you said was totally different.
but its really irritating like last friday,
at the discovery centre.
i don't know if you just wanna do that,
or you wanna impress me.
But on that day,
you kept coming behind to be next to me.
and kept trying to show off in front of me.
do you know that it is really uncomfortable for me?
i just wanna be friends.
nothing more.
i hope that you know what you're doing now is really freaking me out.
i hope you understand. :)
Rachel

well, today went to school.
sigh. this is getting boring.
>>>>>>>>>>>>skip x 10
then after school, mdm valli came in.
she gave us our PPR.
sigh..
i failed 4 subjects.
YES FOUR.
I have to buck up!
i've made a decision.
i'll quit higher chinese.
although, i passed.
it was at borderline.
i cannot cope anymore.
this is high time i gave up higher chinese.
and i seriously have no idea why i failed D&T.
i feel like crying. :(
i guess i gotta face the music. ><
i'm gonna die, i'm gonna die...
then later i gave mdm valli the list of complaints that bryan did to us.
(me and marshmallow.)
and then mdm valli said she will complain to his parents later
during meet-the-parents. yay-ness!
anyway, went mac with mel after school at KAP.
and we took photos.
there were some photos that we looked retarded
and we laughed like mad.
people kept staring at us.
LOL.
anyway, mummy said that she forgotten the meet-the-parents session.
so this means that she wouldn't be able to meet the teachers,
obviously. -.-
lastly, i came up with the courage to say this.
and if you dare laugh or tease me,
i'll know that you are not my friends.
instead,
you're just backstabbers.
btw, if you can't see,
too bad. ):

ex-crush:
tan choon yang
i don't like him anymore,
so i won't care if you tell him straight in the face that i like him.
but like i said,
you are backstabbers. :p

well, since you're still not mine..
present crush:
lim huan sheng/john
to Lok San, if you're reading this now,
i beg you not to tell him.
if you do,
lets not state the possibilities how anger would result,
shall we? (: no offence though.
lets just hope i would forget him. :)
and that it's gonna be easy.
well, i got it off my chest now.
now i just ask you people to not be backstabbers.
if i'm not prepared in you telling him,
why should i put this in my post?
anyway,
i shall forget all about him.
and pretend that it never, ever happened.
besides,
i'm still too young. :)
SO, whatever to you if you tell him.
btw, i'll tell you why i like these 2 guys.

Qualities I look for in a guy:
a gentleman
attractive
humour
christian
sociality
sweet
taller than me (this is easy)
weight is not overweight

it is arranged in a way that the top is most important to me. (:
well, how did i fall for them?

for cy:
remember in 2006 there was this potluck that caroline held at the end of the year?
yuh, when it was time to go home,
i walked back with some of the guys and some of the girls.
including the guys was cy.
then he offered to carry the coke bottle that i was carrying.
and he offered to carry it for me.
and yuh, that was how i fell for him.
i know it sounds stupid.
but it was the concern that he shown that counts right?
besides, there was no one else left in school to like. :X LOL.

foy hs/john:
i found out that he was sweet, a gentleman and besides he was cute.
he had all the qualities that i looked for in a guy.
being a christian was a cherry on top of the cake. (:
because there are rarely any cute boys that are christian.
well, i'll forget about you. so don't worry. we're just friends. (:

why i don't like cy anymore?
reason:
when we were back at school,
he started becoming more and more like a jerk.
slowly, i hated him more and more.
now, i don't like him anymore.
i seriously wonder why i liked him in the past.
he just roughly fitted into 1 quality i looked for.
yes, i was dumb before.

but not this time with hs.
i'm not going to think about him and wonder if he likes me.
i'm giving up on him now,
and i'm not going to let my heart get broken anymore.
i'd rather the next 2 years wondering if you like me then know you don't.


to you:
sorry for everything that i did.
the smsing plot and everything.
i'm prepared to letting you stare at me awkwardly. like how you did it with mel.
BUT,
hope we could still be friends. (:

your friend, Rachel. (:

Candice's baby cousin. He's just 4 months old. Cute right?
sissy bryan. -.- I HATE YOU. by how he look can see that he's a sissy.
me and marshmallow. I know my head looks big. :/