went to school, met up with the girls.
then went for assembly.
sang the school song, national anthem.
and then we had bio. :)
me and marshmallow asked mdm valli if we could change places.
giving an excuse that sissy bryan was irritating us.
but it is true.
he really irritates us.
then mdm valli moved us infront of bryan instead
and sissy was behind us.
which we have an advantages and disadvantages
Advantages:
we could snatch sissy's pencil case easier.
we could irritate him by turning behind and stare at him. (?)
Disadvantages:
he could kick us.
he could irritate us when going to pass up his work to teacher.
okay, so i'm not very sure which is better.
being in the old seat is better may sound better,
but i prefer the new seating arrangement.
i too, don't know the reason. :X
maybe is because i got sick of the old arrangement, :D
anyway, enough crapping.
lets move on to the subject.
actually,
theres no subject. is there?
whatver. -.-
ok, so later we had english.
can't remember what happened. :X
then we had reccess.
we had no place so we ate outside at the porch.
yuh,
we were scared the bird will help us to add ingredients in our food.
LOL.
ok, that is so gross.
then later we had ..
uh, physics?
Mdm fong was acting like a retard when she explained
how to swing the brass ball.
she was like,
a.. b.. c.. and swinging her hands
like she was riding a pony. -.-
then, marshmallow kept saying funny thing like,
"can see the fats on her stomach leh.."
and yuh,
almost anything makes me laugh,
so..
i laughed almost like a mad woman. :)
then we had assembly.
there was this durg free talk.
the persentation was seen a million times when i was at PEPS.
but, no matter,
i still watched it.
as if i had a choice. -.-
but its fine by me.
i never really get sick of it. :)
anyway,
bused back with marshmallow.
then when i reached home,
i guess i was tired or something and slept.
i slept like a pig. :X
my mom said i was really tired.
hehe.
and i skipped cg cos i was sleeping.
LOL.
btw, i think my skin the code spoilt or something right?
i'll fix it next time. :)

today went to school. :)
and went up to e classroom and crapped with e girls.
then later went for assembly.
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then we had bio after assembly.
Mdm Valli gave us a class test.
It was quite easy,
but i didn't know how to do the last question.
then we had english.
Mr Woo showed us who had the top PPR,
and I was second. YAY!
the sissy bryan kept on showing off that his compo had top.
and that he could be on the top scorers.
excuse me, gay ong,
but i just need 1 more mark and i could also be top
for the second compo.
GGGGGGRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
(First compo I got third. :D)
but nevermind,
cos I got top second PPR in EL,
better than some people who got top for compo only.
hhhhmmmmmmmmpppppphhhhhh.
cos seriously,
he so damn irritating.
everytime act like sissy ,
then show off and is a pain in the neck.
Take today's oral for example.
he outside the hall,
trying to distract me.
Irritating, can?
then when i went out,
i screamed at him. :p idiot. -.-
anyway, after oral,
rushed to the music room for dance.
so later we practiced outside with Esther teaching us.
and we learned the whole dance. yay! :DD
then after dance,
me, audrey, marshmallow, Esther and Veluriya
walked to the bus stop.
Then we saw a bus and then we thought it was 33
and told Esther to catch up with the bus.
Ended up, it was 196. LOL.
then on our way to the 151 bus stop,
we saw alot of water bottles and we kicked them to the bus stop.
literally.
and we had so much fun! LOL. :D
i didn't know saving the environment was so fun, haha.
then we crapped in the bus.
and me and marshmallow gave our blog addy to her.
so I guess she should be reading this post now.
HELLO, VELURIYA! :]
LOL.
oh, and guess what?
I took the wrong bus.
darn it.
i was supposed to take 75 but took 74. -.-
and i travelled all the way to thompson.
i was like so damn scared.
i was wondering wth am i travelling further and further away from BT?
then i called my mum.
she said i took the wrong bus. -.-
i was so scared.
cos i was so far from home and i didn't know what to do.
then my mum told me to get a cab and go home.
but i had no money with me cos i spent it on pens -.-
so my mum said when i reaching then call her and she'd take money
and pay for the fare. :)
so i quickly flagged for a cab.
i was so relieved when i got home.
i'm too tired, so i'll stop here, yuh? :)

seriously , peolple .
my tag board's dead .
sometimes i even wonder if my blogging would be in vain .
LOL .
anyway , i thank my darling marshmallow for tagging ,
+ those dears that tagged me . :)
shame on you people who didn't tag me ! :p
GGGGGGGRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR .
anyway , news just in !
THERE IS A TERRORRIST ON E LOOSE !
I'M SO DAMN SCARED !
MARSHMALLOW SMSED ME A FEW SECS AGO
AND I WAS TALKING ON E PHONE WITH SYLVIA .
then marshmallow just smsed me and said
there were police surrounding her condo .
i was like going "omg , omg , omg !"
and syliva was like ," what happened ?"
and i told her what marshmallow smsed me .
seriously ,
just a bomb and the whole of Singapore could vanish in ashes .
and i hung up with sylvia ,
called marshmallow and just said ,
" melanie ! Don't scare me ! wth"
I mean , yuh marshmallow stays in BT too .
but quite far away .
and she is at a higher risk .
but I am still scared .
I don't wanna die so young ..
GOD PLEASE HELP ME ! +.+
booooo hooooooooo ! :(
i'm so damn scared ..
i need to calm down .
breathing exercises ..
breathe in , breathe out , breathe in , out .
ok , i'm calmer now . -.-
anyway , lets just hope e terrorist won't strike
while i'm having my beauty sleep . :)

hehe ..
changed my blog skin on sunday . :)
today went to school ,
maths was on first period .
then MT ,
yuh , yuh ...
DAMN BORRIINNNGGGGG !
gosh , i don't see why it couldn't get even more boring .
then later was lunch . woo hoo !
i ate pasta with fish fillet again .
then marshmallow (mel) told me _____ liked me .
I was like , so damn shocked .
and said , " not again !"
cos kim told me he liked me before .
but she was just fooling around . (i think)
then sissy bryan had to tease me the whole day ,
saying ____ likes me .
i was so damn PISSED !
then when Mr Ang told the class to do a poster or smthing ,
me & marshmallow was assigned with louise and sissy bryan .
and sissy bryan had to make me laugh like mad ,
cos he was acting all sissy ,
that i can't concentrate on the work . -.-
ass you , bryan ! ASS YOU !
anyways , after school ,
i bought a pen which costs $2.70 at e bookshop .
damn ex , right ? heart pain .. T.T
and , i offered marshmallow to help her clean the D&T workshop .
see , what a good friend I am . :DD
LOL .
anyway , after school we went to MAC at clementi .
and we crapped while eating . :)
then we went to e big bookshop .
i got so tempted at e pen section that i had to buy another pen .
:X . did i mention i am hooked onto art this year ?
lala LIM was the person who got me hooked !
she draws so damn nice . :DD
anyway , on our way to e bus interchange ,
marshmallow & i acted like drunkards .
LOLS .
walking slantways and banging into each other .
yuh , we're lamos ! :)
oh , one more thing .

I WANNA GO CHURCH CAMP ! :)
jie jie said there will be a mall near our hotel ,
which is bigger than vivo . :D
and there are a lotta teenage stuff there .
but thats not the only reason . ;)
it is also bcos i wanna learn more bout christ .
but i dun wanna go adult service .
cos it is too boring .
and almost 6 hours of it everyday ?
i don't think i can take it . :(
i go children service better .
cos can do arts & craft .
LOL , i'm so childish .
anyway , it will be in June .
so until then ,
i'm gonna pester my mum !
hehe .
i'm so evil . :DD

julia acting cute . LOL
my lovely supermodel ! :)
my squashed ferrero rocher . LOL
Julia with her good friend , Angelica . :)


the doodles that I drew . :D

The note that Valuriya gave me . (:

kor kor Edwin and my cousin . (hes e one that teaches me drums .)


my cousins singing .





Dance :)

Today went to school , had physics for first period .
Mdm Fong was damn boringggg .
For history , we had a test .
I didn't know how to do one question . :X
Then later we had English .
we had .. spelling ! yay-ness
I didn't get full marks ,
(damn that trepidation)
but I got 14/15 .
I'll try harder next time and get full marks . :)
Anyway , before spelling ,
1/4 of the class didn't have the books ,
so Mr Woo asked mel & me to buy .
Cos Mel is the english rap .
And since I've always been appointed to help her ,
I was asked to go with her .
Not that I'm complaining . :DD
So , Kim went with us in case we need an extra hand .
And then we were at the bookshop slowly seeing all
the pens that we personally wanna buy .
I mean c'mon ,
the bookshop has no one queueing ,
and if we buy during lunch ,
we need to queue .
So might as well buy now . hehes .
anyway , we went back to class ,
and I helped Mel sort out the books .
Then the stupid Yi Jun (Sexy Braces)
(Is I hear people call him , not I call him . Don't wu hui .)
keep on pressing us for the book .
Wa lao . I felt like smacking him in the head . ass him
So , I got pissed & yelled at him ,
CAN YOU BE PATIENT ? Can't you see we're busy ?
But I guess that didn't work cos he still didn't shut up .
hell .
Anyway , after english was supposed to be lunch .
But because of the spelling books that I need to help mel with ,
we were late for lunchie .
So Mr Woo said , "Melanie , I only got 1 el rap right ?
Then Rachel , why don't you be the other english rap ?"
So I said anything .
And Mr Woo added , " Bcos you always help Melanie , need so need
to have proper recongnition . "
LOL .
later was Maths .
It was as usual .
Then geo .
I was trying very hard to listen to Ms Lee
cos it was too noisy with the class making so much noise .
Somemore got test .
So I manged to hear a little .
But it was enough for the test . :D
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After school was dance . YAY !
So lao shi teached us a new dance for this September .
So damn hard ! So many twisting and turning .
I do until I luan already .
Then later lao shi asked the seniors to teach
us the whole warm up dance cos we haven't learnt finish .
Valuriya was teaching me .
I could tell valuriya could die teaching me
cos I kept on forgetting the steps . :X
Then later Adelene come and say Guo Shan torturing her .
LOL .
Then Veluriya said " I also torturing her . I always make her re-do . "
LOL .
I had no time to learn the whole dance
so when the lao shi came and test us group by group ,
I was sure I was going to die .
But a miracle happened .
I was in-between ,
which meant that I could see 1 senior in the front and at the back .
So I just followed them when I didn't know what to do .
I made a few blunders but Mel told me I was really good .
I didn't believe her at first but
then later Veluriya came and told me I did a good job .
so , i dunno if I did good or not .
I made so many bunders !
Anyway , signing off now .

today school was as normal .
after school , bus-ed to clementi interchange .
then lala Lim ask me if want to go KFC eat .
So I asked my mum she say ok . (hard to believe)
So we went to KFC & eat .
We crapped while eating .
Then when we almost ate finish ,
I said I wanna go toilet .
So I went to the old shop's toilet .
The toilet like so damn squeezy and smelly .
If that is not bad enough , when I went out to wash my hands ,
there was this old man who kept on smiling at me .
Then he talk to me but I can't understand .
Then he say in chinese , nvm , I was just joking .
So of course , after that ,
I said , orh .
And dashed out of the toilet & told la la lim what happened .
Then she said why you care about that old man ?
Just run out immediately .
So after that I took an MRT to Tiong Bahru ,
to go my grandparents' house .
Then I helped my mum and my grandma to prepare the food
for my cousin's 21st b'day .
So later I left the house ,
tand walked to the MRT station .
Then there was this lorry driving across the road I was walking at .
Then the lorry inside got one bangla ,
who was AIMING HIS PHONE AT ME ,
TRYING TO TAKE PICTURES .
I was like , omg .
So I covered my face ,
and walked quickly ,
without looking back .
I was so damn scared leh !
Then at the MRT station ,
got one upper sec guy same school as me ,
I think he saw me ,
then he smiled weirdly at me .
So to be polite , I smiled back uncomfortably .
Then I was like omg ,
3 TIMES IN 1 DAY ?!
This has to be the most scary day of my life !
I'll end now cos I need to go to e
function room to celebrate my cousins' b'day . :D

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
that I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
keep , keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep , keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep , keep bleeding love
You cut me open


I think that this song really relates to what I'm going through right now
Yes , that feeling is back .
But this time its really different .
I don't know how to explain it .

I guess I've been hurt many times before .
And so when I seeked Sylvia's opinion ,
she told me that I can't stop standing doing nothing .
And she asked me to do something which was totally impossible for me .

And when I said no ,
she said that if i don't do something and he is taken away ,
i'll be hurting myself all again .

I mean I wanna tell him .
But I can't .
I don't have the courage to .
Plus , I'm too young to have a bf .
Maybe 2 or 3 years later .

So I guess I've made a decision .
I'll do almost nothing .
What I mean is ,
that i'll do nothing but i'll try my best to get him to notice me .

and if ,
thats a really big IF ,
he did ask me ______ ,
which is totally impossible ,
I guess I'll tell him that I'll think about it
cos I'll really think about it .

I've asked my mum about her opinion about a young girl getting a bf .
And she objected very strongly .
So its very scary .
And anyway , i still can't go out with my friends !

She still treats me as a kid !
wtf .
I don't wanna be like the golden bird that is
caged and so protective by its master .
I wanna spread my wings & fly too , you know .

Well , I guess this is the end .


I've always wondered what love feels like
I thought about it day & night ,
still not knowing the answer .
I wanted to know how a true love's first kiss
that were seen in fairytales felt like .
I wanted to know how being loved felt like ,
as in Romeo & Juliet .
But I guess I'll never know ..

today went to school as per normal .
first period was Maths .
i laughed madly during that period .
bcos 1 boy in my maths class keep on falling asleep .
LOL .
Mr Goh asked him to wake up for like 2 times .
Then Mr Goh joked to ayeen that variable was the cousin to vegetable
cos she couldn't answer his question . -.-
Ever since yesterday , i've permenantly thought that Mr Goh was a meanie .
Don't wanna talk about it .
Anyway , next period was mt .
damn boring .
zzzzzzzz
Cai lao shi kept talking about things that I don't even understand .
But theres no doubt that he is a good teach . :]
Later we had our recess .
there was no more table for us to seat
so all of us went to the back of the canteen to seat .
Only got a bench but no table .
So we could only eat finger food .
I ate chicken biskit .
And no , I didn't spell it wrongly .
Its spelt like that purposely . :p
Later we had lit .
Ms Olivia asked us to take out our files and file in the ws .
Luckily I brought my file .
But I forgotten to take 1 of my ws .
Left it in my old bag . wtf .
Then ms olivia told us to copy this ws .
The ws had so many words &
we needed to squeeze all the words into a tiny little box .
my hand was damn tired after all the copying .
Later ms olivia asked us to hand in the file .
So no choice , just handed it in .
Later was cme .
wth , it was so damn bbbboooooooooorrrrrrriiiiiiinnnnngggggg !
And halfway throughout the period ,
Melanie had to go for a tabletennis match ,
making it even more boring for me . ass her . :p
btw , did i mention i quit pc & joined tabletennis ?
Turns out , I really enjoyed tabletennis & hated pc
cos it was so damn boring .
I would never quit dance .
I enjoy it too much . :D
Anyway , i was stuck with the ever boring
Mr Nelson Ang .
He let us off late .
wth .
Later after school dad & mum picked me up .
Then we went to fetch kor kor from his new school .
(It was his first day at school .)
Then later went crystal jade to eat with aunty sally
at Great World City .
Then went to Bukit Timah SC .
to buy my FBT shorts . yay-ness !
I've been waiting for a long time to get those shorts .
I didn't expect it to be so cheap . 11 bucks .
I thought it would be around 16 bucks . :X
I bought 2 pairs of shorts cos I didn't have enough .
( I need to wear PE everyday )
then came back home ,
did my homework then came to blog .

Happy CNY !
Yes , that is to all of you who are still reading my dead , dead , blog .
I know I haven't been updatign much but I don't have the time to .
This will be a short post as I am too lazy to reply tags
& talk about the day .
But what I will tell you is , it so totally sucked .
Well , thats all .

3 hamsters cuddling together in a wheel . Cute !

Julia posing in her chiong sam ! :DD