well, today went to school.
sigh. this is getting boring.
>>>>>>>>>>>>skip x 10
then after school, mdm valli came in.
she gave us our PPR.
sigh..
i failed 4 subjects.
YES FOUR.
I have to buck up!
i've made a decision.
i'll quit higher chinese.
although, i passed.
it was at borderline.
i cannot cope anymore.
this is high time i gave up higher chinese.
and i seriously have no idea why i failed D&T.
i feel like crying. :(
i guess i gotta face the music. ><
i'm gonna die, i'm gonna die...
then later i gave mdm valli the list of complaints that bryan did to us.
(me and marshmallow.)
and then mdm valli said she will complain to his parents later
during meet-the-parents. yay-ness!
anyway, went mac with mel after school at KAP.
and we took photos.
there were some photos that we looked retarded
and we laughed like mad.
people kept staring at us.
LOL.
anyway, mummy said that she forgotten the meet-the-parents session.
so this means that she wouldn't be able to meet the teachers,
obviously. -.-
lastly, i came up with the courage to say this.
and if you dare laugh or tease me,
i'll know that you are not my friends.
instead,
you're just backstabbers.
btw, if you can't see,
too bad. ):

ex-crush:
tan choon yang
i don't like him anymore,
so i won't care if you tell him straight in the face that i like him.
but like i said,
you are backstabbers. :p

well, since you're still not mine..
present crush:
lim huan sheng/john
to Lok San, if you're reading this now,
i beg you not to tell him.
if you do,
lets not state the possibilities how anger would result,
shall we? (: no offence though.
lets just hope i would forget him. :)
and that it's gonna be easy.
well, i got it off my chest now.
now i just ask you people to not be backstabbers.
if i'm not prepared in you telling him,
why should i put this in my post?
anyway,
i shall forget all about him.
and pretend that it never, ever happened.
besides,
i'm still too young. :)
SO, whatever to you if you tell him.
btw, i'll tell you why i like these 2 guys.

Qualities I look for in a guy:
a gentleman
attractive
humour
christian
sociality
sweet
taller than me (this is easy)
weight is not overweight

it is arranged in a way that the top is most important to me. (:
well, how did i fall for them?

for cy:
remember in 2006 there was this potluck that caroline held at the end of the year?
yuh, when it was time to go home,
i walked back with some of the guys and some of the girls.
including the guys was cy.
then he offered to carry the coke bottle that i was carrying.
and he offered to carry it for me.
and yuh, that was how i fell for him.
i know it sounds stupid.
but it was the concern that he shown that counts right?
besides, there was no one else left in school to like. :X LOL.

foy hs/john:
i found out that he was sweet, a gentleman and besides he was cute.
he had all the qualities that i looked for in a guy.
being a christian was a cherry on top of the cake. (:
because there are rarely any cute boys that are christian.
well, i'll forget about you. so don't worry. we're just friends. (:

why i don't like cy anymore?
reason:
when we were back at school,
he started becoming more and more like a jerk.
slowly, i hated him more and more.
now, i don't like him anymore.
i seriously wonder why i liked him in the past.
he just roughly fitted into 1 quality i looked for.
yes, i was dumb before.

but not this time with hs.
i'm not going to think about him and wonder if he likes me.
i'm giving up on him now,
and i'm not going to let my heart get broken anymore.
i'd rather the next 2 years wondering if you like me then know you don't.


to you:
sorry for everything that i did.
the smsing plot and everything.
i'm prepared to letting you stare at me awkwardly. like how you did it with mel.
BUT,
hope we could still be friends. (:

your friend, Rachel. (: