The Little Girl.

2008-06-10T09:45:00.002+08:00

oopsie... haven't been blogging much this month. :x
anyway, a lot has been going on
and i've been slogging my guts out this holiday.
and this 19 June, KK (King Kids- my church's children group)
has organised a suuper FUN outing.
BUT
i have.. i never thought i'd say this, but.. sickening dance!
what the freaking hell.
ok, i didn't blog about this before cos i haven't touched the com for eons.
anyway, i'm starting to hate dance.
seriously.
I heart dance but we have a performance coming up on 5 July.
and we only have a few practices left.
and lao shi has turned into a complete nightmare/monster/etc...
everytime i go dance,
i feel like i've entered a war.
i feel scared.
EVERY SINGLE LESSON I GET SCOLDED.
EVERYONE GETS SCOLDED.
I CRIED 2 TIMES ALREADY.
we already told a teacher and it only worked for 1 lesson.
but me & adelene could tell she was controlling herself.
she thinks that we think she is against us when she scolds us.
but the thing is, we don't.
i just think that maybe she could tolerate her anger a bit more.
and, we're just sec 1.
you don't expect us to be a pro dance within a night, right?
and you guys know i'm bad at chinese.
and she is from china.
so maybe there is a language difficulty?
i don't know, because of this whole dance,
i am so stressed out.
i thought that performing would be fun.
but it is turning out to be a complete nightmare.
if i could turn back time,
i probably would not join dance.
i'm not sure if i would quit dance after this performance.
y'all would say yes, you should.
but... i still love dance.
its just lao shi.
maybe it isn't worth giving up dance just because of her.
but i don't know.
fear is getting the better of me.
i ddon't what would become of me during SYF.
Melanie doesn't know how i feel,
cos she is in fire and is taught by pei shan lao shi.
a MUCH BETTER teacher.
although Audrey is also in fire,
she knows how i feel cos she too got scolded by Ms Wendi.
Melanie, trust me.
you're gonna be like a duck in a sea next yar during SYF.
enjoy our peace now cos it ain't gonna last.
LOL. anyway, everyone will get scolded.
especially me.
i don't know what the next year sec 1 will endure.
LOL.
anyway, lets not talk about dance anymore.
lets think of it as history.
lets think fun, fun, FUNNN!
speaking of fun,
my dad got the nintendo wii on Sunday.
And since then,
my bro and me couldn't keep our hands off it!
LOL.
gee, doing homework sure is gonna be a party pooper.
speaking about homework,
i'm currently doing Mdm Valli's bio homework.
current status of that work: stuck.
sheesh.
and for English,
i am currently doing the reader's digest thingy.
Status: Slow
oh well.
and for my book review,
i can't seem to find the perfect book for it!
my last one was Scarlett by Cathy Cassidy.
from the library. great book. fab, in fact.
oh, oh!
i just thought of the perfect book.
my life starring mum by....
err, i forgot.
but the main problem is,
the book isn't with me!
gosh.
i'll have to hunt it down.
but it is such a nice book,
most probably it is in the hands of another person.
worst comes to worst,
i'll choose another book. :D
i just finished mopping the floor.
my mum would give me 160 bucks if i helped her clean up the house.
yeah man!
this post shall end here.
my hands are itching for a game with the wii.
LOL.
ciao! :p

2008-05-06T19:36:00.002+08:00

well, its the examination period and today was science.
and yes, i left a lot of blanks
yes, i will fail.
yes, i hate physics! D:
but..
yesterday was the worst day of my life.
well, before i tell you why,
let me tell you that i'm addicted to apple ipod classic right now.
i'm literally dying to get a ipod classic!
i'm starving myself so that i could save enough money.
and, the classic costs $388.
i currently have $132 in my savings.
counting the money that people owe me,
i will have about $257.
the rest i would have to earn during the school hols.
if i do well,
my dad would BUY ONE for me.
but of course,
i won't. sigh. ):
reality is tough.
anyway, let me get on to "that day"
pause.
wait, should i say their names?
well, since i've already forgiven them,
i shall call the girl X and the guy S.
you know why i give the guy S?
you guess for yourself.
BUT IT IS DEF NOT "THAT" WORD, which contains 3 letters. :D
anyway, back to the story.
well, it started out like any other day.
then we had our exams.
and during the exams, which was geo,
and i suck at it,
S and his friends were making a hell lot of noise.
and S screeched his chair and got all girly
cos there was a darn fly.
but he claims that it was a bee.
whatever. -.-
it was still tiny and you could flick it away.
i also hate no, despise insects but
it was so tiny and using the paper,
i could flick it off without even screeching.
and i'm a girl. -.-
after the exams,
i said to X, "look how ____ __ is behaving."
and X says she also agree and finds him irritating too.
and since they were doing this every exam,
i told X to tell S not to do it again.
then when my mum asked me how was my exam,
i told her about a group of boys bla, bla, bla...
and she didn't believe me.
so she told me off,
told me that i shouldn't lie,
and i ended up crying in the car.
so you see why i'm so angry at S?
then, when we went to the market to eat,
people kept staring at me cos my face was red.
i tried to ignore them but i felt terrible.
then when i was on the way home,
i told X what happened.
she didn't reply.
so when i got home, i called her.
she was at mac, WITH S!!!!!
i was so angry!
after hearing me like for 10 min and agreed with me,
she went out with S!!!
i was so angry so i had an argument with X.
when the argument was over,
i revised my science.
then i had this msg.
it was from S.
he said really mean things like:
"the world does not revolove around you,
whatever you do it, you do it for yourself." and
"i think you got a screw loose up in that tiny head of yours,
go get i checked.
alot of people find you annoying, and i SERIOUSLY agree.
you think you are a freaking princess for goodness sake.
well, you're just a little bratty, spoiled, arrofant, selfish
powerless little girl."
do you think thats mean?
well, i seriously think so.
after i read this, i couldn't control the tears.
i dashed to the toilet and started crying.
i cried and cried.
and it caused hiccups.
then the phone rang.
somehow i knew it was my phone.
and i took the phone and returned to the toilet.
but my mum saw me crying.
she asked me what was wrong.
i told her about S but changed the story,
so that X would be safe.
but made S sound more....
so that i could protect what really happened with S and X.
but i was still angry with X but i promised.
anyway, she wrapped me in her arms and comforted me.
then she told me to go to sleep but i cant.
and S just kept sending more and more horrid stuff.
i kept crying.
i call X.
she comforted me and said she was sorry as she could prevented
all this from happening.
i said it was not her fault.
she insisted to let her tick S off.
at first i said no,
then i relented.
i cried the whole day.
when i was sleeping, too. :)
i have forgiven S but will not talk to him.
i'll treat him coldly.
well, i know alot of people side with him.
INCLUDING X!!!!
she says he must have thought....
and kept on making excuses.
i was angry at first,
but i told myself not to.
the anger and hate is still inside of me,
but has gradually lessened.
i really don't want to experience this again.
ever.
and to S,
you are the meanest person on earth.
and worst of all,
YOU ARE A CHRISTIAN.
now, let me ask you, what kind of christian are you?
and ask yourself, whether
YOU ARE GOOD ENOUGH FOR HER.
think carefully.
and you better thank god that i've even forgiven you.
i wouldn't have forgiven you if not for god, ok.
you better pray hard that you don't get paid back.
cos you'll need it.
revenge is the old me.
now, i'll let god do the job,
which is seven times more painful.
don't believe me?
read the bible.

2008-04-26T19:41:00.002+08:00

Today me and mellie went to dine in the dark.
it was so FUNNNNNNNN!
well, at first when i stepped into the room,
i got scared because it really was PITCH BLACK DARK.
whether you close your eyes or not made no difference.
but soon when there were more people in the room,
it became more lively, especially with Ryan in the room.
the joker. heh.
we were not in the same room as the others cos
there was an 8 sitter room and a 12 sitter room.
Candice was in another room and i heard that
she cried from the others and her mom needed to calm her down.
it was so funny in the room.
me and melanie were like making fools of ourselves in the room.
but of course,
no one could see anything.
but they could hear us laughing and giggling.
LOL.
we played scissors paper stone too.
and you must be asking,
how can we play if we can't even see anything?
well, we used our sense of touch. :)
and once,
when mel wanted to try my spaggetti,
she poked her fork at my face.
LOL.
i was like, eeeeeewwwwwww.
(cos i thought she used it. but she didn't)
and we were laughing madly.
and Ryan kept disturbing kor kor Eugene.
i think its really meaningful,
cos you get to feel how is like being blind.
and like candice, you get VERY SCARED.
for us, it is just lunch for 2 hours.
but for the blind, it is forever.
i mean, first you could see light,
then you could see nothing at all.
it is really scary.
and our waitress, May, was super friendly.
at first i was quite freaked out cos she looked different from us.
then when we were in the room,
where we saw nothing at all,
i realised she was very friendly. :D
oh, did i mention that when we poured our drinks into the cup,
it overflowed and we don't even know?
and you don't even know if the water was coming down or not.
LOL.
well, i encourage all of you guys to go dine in the dark.
you experience what it is like to be blind,
AND learn some skills as well.
what skills?
hmmmm, i can't enxplain that to you.
cos i don't know how to. :D
i guess you'll just have to go there youself. :)

2008-04-17T15:20:00.002+08:00

Today is the last day of IT training. -.-
And, we created gans. :D
Here is what we are.

Me- xiao mei
Mel- Er jie
Kimberly- Da jie'
Adelene- Mama
Clara- Mummy
Shun Jun- Daddy :D
John- Jie fu
Rou Xuan- Ah bu

so basically, Mummy is a lesbian and she has 2 les partners.
One is Adelene and the other is Shun Jun. :D
And Rou Xuan is my grandma. haha. :D
Surfing the net right now.
omg, have to skip dance today.
boo hoo. :(
But luckily tomorrow still have dance. hehe. :D
anyway, this is just a quick update. :D

p.s IT lessons are BOOORING! D:

2008-04-16T18:51:00.005+08:00

EDITED: i forgive them now. :DD
They are now one of my loved ones. <3
Will explain in next post. Sorry you both. :)

ok, this shall be an anger post.
i know i sounded happy at today's last post.
well, it was until the bus ride home with the freaks.
Shall i mention their names?
hmmm, YES.
John, allegedly inulted and criticised me,
by calling me an ah lian.
ok, let me tell you this.
I, FOR ONE, AM NOT AN AH LIAN.
and you know why he said that,
cos my hair was centre-parted. -.-
Melanie's hair is also centre-parted,
but he said her face don't look like ah lian.
i know your two stead and whatever,
but please,
you don't need to insult me, right?
and,
i thought that Melanie would come back me up.
but, she just stood there, smiling & laughing.
I mean, its not a joke or something right?
he was serious.
and i said i wasn't talking to them anymore.
they thought i wasn't serious.
well, let me tell you this.
I AM.
Don't you know that i am very petty?
well, too bad. :(
and don't stare at me like i'm a freak, ok?
i only posted that comment at your friendster cos
you read my blog profile aloud and Jeremy was there.
By doing that,
you made a BIG MISTAKE.
I always get back at people somehow, someway.
I'm no pushover.
get that in your head.
i really regretted bringing you two together.
i would write that in my Quickwrite,
but i handed i my quickwrite to Mr Woo already.
sheesh.
and, get this.
MELANIE IS HORNY.
she said to me today,
when we disturbed Bryan,
aka Gay Ong.
she said, "later Bryan ask the barbie doll, "eh, want to masturbate?"
disgusting right?
eeeeeeewwwwww.
oh, and i don't care if you post on your blog about the toilet incident.
i forgotten to close the door,
but you didn't see anything right?
and it wasn't on purpose.
so what if Clara they all like you better?
i don't care.
because they don't know the real you.
and,
stop pushing the blame to me that i told adelene
that you and John were going steady.
You gave me the permission to, ok?
don't anyhow talk nonsense.
oh, and John,
you call me ah lian?
don't you think that mel is more lian?
at least i talk proper english.
i don't use bai as bye.
i think it is utter disgust and ah lian-ish.
oh, and the hair is mine.
what i do with it has nothing to do with you.
so shut up, alright?
I know i'm being mean,
but that is what you get when you call me an ah lian.
The one thing i hate most is being called an ah lian.
Guess you didn't know, huh.
too bad. D:
no one told ya.
well, now you know.
but its too late. :D

2008-04-16T15:33:00.002+08:00

hello people! :D
currently at my school's computer lab posting. hehe :)
I'm having IT training right now.
And trust me, its superbly boring.
GRRRRRRRRRRRRR. -.-
Anyway, I'm VERY HAPPY for them. :D
hehe, thats right, its you lovebirds.
wahahahahahaha.
Anyway, i met up with Syl a few days ago
and we took neoprints. YAY!
I'm a officially a neo addict.
LOL.
Ok...
People around me are playing games and have sounds,
which is quite....
Nevermind, I can't describe it.
Today we had our NAPHA.
and so far,
I have passed all of the stations but i wanna do a re-test next week.
I WANT AN A!!! D:
hehe.
Mel is also posting right now too. :)
if i'm not wrong,
at the rate i'm going right now,
I shall be MIA-ing until next week, i think.
Not so sure.
Alright, i shall end here. :DD

2008-04-11T17:39:00.002+08:00

hello people,
i know i have been mia-ing for quite long,
but don't blame me.
blame homework. :D
ok, alot has happened the past few days.
John knows i like him,
then we had a fight yesterday and i felt like ripping his head off,
while he felt like cutting me into pieces.
but it was all a misunderstanding. hehe.
and we're really good friends now.
repeat the word, FRIENDS.
he is mel's property from now on.
Long story. (:
and, i've forgotten all about him
and through with boys.
i'm still young.
the two love birds made a deal with us that they will go steady
if me and Audrey would go steady.
puh-lees!
i'll never stead!
not right now.
when i go JC or Poly, maybe?
hehe.
anyway, today was commendation day.
and Esther will be announced head prefect today.
hehe.
and Veluriya is the third senior prefect and,
will be taking over as dance head.
how cool is that? :D
But i must say,
it would be quite a pity to see Haniz and Candice go.
they are THE BEST DANCERS EVER. Esp Haniz.
Anyway, i know Veluriya would catch up. (:
anyway, went mac today with
John, Audrey, Jean, Zhi Ting and Clara.
it was FUN.
but Zhi Ting and Jean left early.
and we talked and talked and talked.
we were there for about 4 hours.
LOL.
and Clara treated us to fries,
while John treated us to ice-cream.
Many thanks to you both. <3
Pictures will be uploaded asap.
:DD ciao!

2008-03-26T17:54:00.002+08:00

i changed my skin today.
i know i don't have a wishlist and a tagboard.
don't rub it in.
i'll fix that tomorrow. :D
ok, today in school.
went to school.
had PE.
But Mr Mak didn't come so we didn't have PE.
WOO HOO!
this is the first time i am so glad we don't have PE.
I SERIOUSLY HATE PE NOW.
me, Shafs and mel played Truth or Dare.
I still remember yesterday,
when mel dared me to go underneath
HS's chair to take his water bottle.
then when i was underneath,
HS screeched his chair,
unknown that i was underneath his chair.
and my ears were so damn painful.
so i shouted, "oh my god!"
and Mrs Sanmugam was staring at me,
asking "are you okay?"
and the whole class was staring at me
and they were laughing.
it was sooo embarrassing.
mel, ass you!
anyway,
Truth or Dare has been my prime.
i dared mel to do emberrassing stuff. (:
I know, i'm evil.
but its revenge.
mwa hahahhahahaha.
ok, i'm mad.
anyway, later we had LSS1.
craps.
recess.
normal stuff.
EL.
Mr Woo let us discuss the debate thingy.
the asshole Sy Yong Da kept messing up my hair.
so i looked like a ghost.
and so i kicked him while he was laughing. -.-
but he still kept messing my hair when it was neat again.
ass him. -.-
anyway, today i'm very happy.
can't tell you why. :DD

2008-03-19T16:48:00.002+08:00

today we had PE as first period.
cos the f**king timetable keep on changing.
today i feel so irritated.
Please don't ask why.
so, because i'm irritated,
i may use the F word recklessly.
sorry. D:
and then Mr Mak told us to run around the field continuously for 5 min.
i was going to faint.
5 MINUTES?!
yuh, it may sound little but oh no,
its f**cking miserably long. (sorry D:)
at first, it was okay.
and we even talked while running.
but then,
it soon became harder and harder.
i was out of breath,
struggling to keep up.
5 mins was like forever.
i had already ran 3 rounds.
and don't tell me i did it all in 1.5 min.
i wouldn't believe you.
i mean, wtf?
and when i was at the fourth round,
i felt like vomiting.
i really couldn't take it anymore.
and i remembered Mr Mak saying if you feel giddy or whatever,
just stand still and i'll come and help you,
if not, then continue running.
but i didn't want to stop.
i was stubborn, i guess.
Then adelene told me that i looked really pale.
but i still didn't stop.
my stomach was hurting like hell.
but i still kept going.
at last the 5 mins was up.
i couldn't even walk back to where the class was assembling.
But i told no one.
I was struggling,
telling myself that i had to go back,
and that no one else except the girls must know that i can't go on.
and when i finally got there,
Mr Mak told us that we couldn't sit,
so that the blood could circulate faster.
i was really going to faint.
i was even struggling to keep myself up.
and then we had to do standing broad jumps.
like, hello?
i am going to puke here and here you are,
asking me to jump?!
i didn't go for the first time cos i was afraid that i might puke.
then when Mr Mak asked us to go accordingly,
i had no choice.
Anyway, i felt much better then. :D
and when i hit the ground, i hit my butt as well. -.-
oh, the pain.
and then when we were just practicing,
i couldn't jump.
cos my butt was really pain.
and i forced myself to jump anyway.
but even though, i only jumped till 140.
i know i could do better,
but i was in no state to do any better.
i tried a few more times,
and all were 140.
i'm really worried for my NAFA.
i have to practice.
anyway, the whole other day was boring.
so i'll stop here.

Dear Lord,
Please help me increase my stamina.
I really want to get at least a silver for my Nafa test.
Also, please help me improve my health.
Amen.

2008-03-17T19:04:00.002+08:00

today i shall update about the 2 previous days.
and today. :)

15 March
well, first i went to Dhoby Ghaut Mrt station.
and saw Zhi Ya.
So i waved to her.
and she miserably waved back. :)
well, later Mel called me and said she was at Cathay.-.-
i could've fainted on the spot. D:
i told her that we were supposed to meet at the station.
and she said,"Wth! huh! then how i meet your?"
i said,"Don't know.."
and she asked me if i knew how to walk to the station.
i told her no.
and then later we hung up.
and adelene called.
she asked me where me and Zhi Ya were.
I told her at the passenger service.
and she told me she already was at the passenger service.
(what i didn't know was that the station was so damn big,
and had more than 1 passenger service. how stupid was i?)
and i said, "But I don't see you."
and then.. ok, cut this crap.
i still have homework to do. -.-
i'll cut short some parts.
and then all of us finally met.
and this was half an hour later.
but no seniors turned up.
We called Esther. (We already knew she wasn't coming.)
and she said she'll call Veluriya.
and Veluriya led us the way to Cathay.
and then we saw Wee Lin.
and we went to the basement to buy food.
and we saw our dance people.
At first, we didn't recognise them.
Cos of all their make-up.
But later we saw Haniz
and suspected why the costumes were identically the same.
so we later found out it was them. -.-
and then all the teams danced.
and then it was our turn and we screamed.
and then they danced.
took some picures.
next time then post them.
and CHIJ TP won the most supporting.
which is pretty obvious cos they screamed madly. -.-
and we were sitting beside them. >.<>16 March
went to church.
was on kk1 duty that day.
i usually look forward to it,
but the kids were a little more hyper than usual. D:
plus, its double work when Aloysius and Ryan come. :(
they were making so much noise
and even auntie Kim didn't care about them and let them be.
But i finally managed to persuade Aloysius to sit in front
and listen to the story.
As for Ryan, he just sat behind in his own world. :)
anyway, KK1 is for pre-school kids,
I just gradguated from KK3 last year. xD
KK2 is from P1-P4.
kk3 if from P5-P6.
After that, you gradguate.
When you're in P5,
you go to Youth Caregroup.
I remember when I first went to the Youth cg.
I was very sad and nervous cos that was a xmas party.
i was P4 then.
I guess you could say I started cg early by a month.
LOL.
anyway, wanna know why i was sad?
no, i wasn't scared of going youth.
wanna know why?
well, you just gotta keep wondering.
wahahahaha. i'm evil. :D
and i cried for that matter for a few days.
I felt so ashamed. :(
no, i didn't do that.
let me give you some hints. :)
spin me samuel chair fast fall
hehe.
should be easy now, yuh?
anyway, no one knows.
So if you wanna know what exactly happened,
ask me. :)
i'll be more than happy to tell you. :)
ok, anyway,
the kids were really noisy and
i just managed to calm them down a little.
Julia went for kk1 this time. :D
i helped her do her work.
and..
she hugged and kissed my hand. :DD
she is a really sweet girl.
then Jolene came and hugged me too.
then Joash followed her.
wahahahaha.
they are my little angels!
hmmph.
trying to snatch them away from me, huh.
it won't be easy. :P
ok, enough crapping.
later after church was cg.
i was leading worship. D:
i like didn't know how.
I wasn't prepared.
first time..

17 March
the worst day of my life. ever. damn it.
early in the morning,
when i went to the mirror,
i got the shock of my life.
there was this red thing on my face,
that is as big as the base of your pen.
I asked my mum what it was,
and she said could be insect bite.
wtf. My first guess was an ant.
curse that insect.
started scolding,
"stupid ant. bite my face for what? Curse that insect!"
then today went to school, crapped.
had D&T the table was full so had to seat with the boys-nerds
damn it. what did i do?
and i was like busy covering my face.
and it was so damn hard
to listen to Mr Ang while covering my face.
Why?
if i use my hand cover and turn,
people would think i'm slappingmyself. -.-
obviously.
then when we were drawing the sketch.,
Zhi Chun started saying, "long penis."
cos he has this spring thing that was colourful
and he kept shaking it.
eeeewwwwwww.
Jun Ping, Zhi Chun and Shafia didn't bring their ruler.
so i was constantly lending them. -.-
and it was irritating cos i also needed to use it.
and shafia kept snatching it away since she was beside me.
then we had recess.
recess was normal.
and then maths.
Mr Goh insulted me and called me a hamster. -.-
i mean, Wan Teng asked me a question
and he scolded me instead of her. +.+
and then Fong Yee ask me a question
and he scolded me, not her.
Ass both of you! :P
then later had MT.
As usual, it was boring as ever.
i wonder how i could survive 4 years of misery.
then had PE.
I used to like PE,
now i hate it.
Mr Mak made us run 3 rounds down and up the slope.
Damn tiring. :(
and then sit and reach.
i sucked at it.
I just passed.
must work harder.
need to practice. :)
i will get a C!
don't you think A is too much too handle? xD
i will definitely ace my sit ups. :)
i seriously suck at sports.
and it was time to go home.
When me and mel reached the bus stop,
i needed the toilet.
and we were like so far from school already.
and i thought i could hold.
then when i reached the bus stop
that i was supposed to change bus,
the stupid 75 driver just drove down the road,
and stared at me.
I was so gonna complain
but i didn't see the license plate. :P
Luckily, 184 came 5 minutes later.
and i reached my bus stop.
it was a 5 min walk from my house.
so i ust walked slowly at first.
and then i got more and more urgent that i started shaking.
and then i was walking briskly.
if i ran,
the urine would come out. -.-
you could tell that by now,
i don't give a damn anymore.
i ran as fast as i could,
and i dropped my damn wallet. :/
i had to pick it up and that means i needed to bend.
so i quickly bent, and picked my wallet up.
then i continued running.
when i was in the lift
i was shaking so much that
i thought i would pee on the spot.
then i untied my shoelace, and took out my shoe.
when the lift door slided open,
i just dropped my bag and the books i was carrying.
and ruched to the toilet in time.
one second more and it would've been too late.
i learnt my lesson about controlling my bladder on that day. :)
gosh, this is soooo emberrassing.
but, it is my worst day ever.

2008-03-16T22:01:00.004+08:00

Birthaday wishes to Adelene Chong Kei Yan! :)
oh, and..
I CAN GO CHURCH CAMP! yay! :DD
so damn happy.
will update tomorrow. :]

2008-03-14T22:17:00.002+08:00

today was a FUUNNNN day. :D
first, we went to meet Adelene at the market.
then we went to her house.
duh.
and then first,
we started doing our holiday homewok.
Actually, to be precise,
it is Adelene that was doing the homework
since she hasn't finished. :D
and then we used the computer
to do the debate thing.
we tried to do some research,
but we couldn't find anything to go along with our topic.
Ya know why?
Cos, our topic is "Teenage relationship should be allowed".
cheem, right?
and quite hard to win. D:
and, gay ong deliberately chose the same topic as us.
hmmmph.
stupid gay ong..
oh, nevermind.
although their topic is easier,
we should stand for what we believe in, right? :D
so anyway,
we only like brainstormed for half an hour,
i think.. :X
anyway,
after that, we just watched Adelene use the computer.
hehe.
you may think it is boring,
but i thought it was quite interesting.
please don't ask why.
cos i don't know too,
frankly speaking. xD
then after Adelene figured we were bored,
she logged out of the computer.
and we went to her room.
i ransacked her cupboard.
wahahaha.
i'm so mean.
and she has so many nice clothes!
i'm so jealous!
you could see my face turning green..
LOL.
ok, enough of the crapping.
then we just irritated Mel by smacking her butt.
LOL.
and then we were talking about jokes.
and then i just sat up with my butt pointing in the air,
and my face flat in the bed.
and adelene said,"_________________________"
censored. (btw, i'm so not what you're thinking.. :p)
and then mel sat in my position and said,
"the ___ is ________, then.."
BOOM!
she crashed onto the bed.
and me and adelene was laughing like mad.
we didn't know mel could be so horney. :O
haha.
and then it was time to go. D:
so we went to the mrt station
and train-ed to Tiong Bahru.
And we went to Tion Bahru Plaza.
Like, duh..
and we went to catch a movie.
It was step up 2: The Streets.
The movie was really nice.
All about street dancing, and everything.
Then we took neos.
we took it 2 times.
$10 each.
and i look so damn retarded. +.+
and mel looked so chio. ;p
anyway, then we bought the stickers that had our names on it.
ya know,
those that has your name and you paste it on books?
anyway,
we bought it and it onl costs 5 bucks for 120 stickers.
damn cheap, right?
mel and i bought 120 each.
usually,
i saw it was about $30 or something for 120.
i think..
anyway, we went home after collecting our stickers.
oh, i also bought my dad a late birthday present.
i had a hard time chooding a suitable present for him. D:
and so,
i bought a dale softtoy for him to put in his car. :D
hehe.
oops..
past curfew..
gotta go!

2008-03-13T11:30:00.002+08:00

yoyo~
today was so damn booooooring.
i finally finished my homework.
But, no one i asked can come out to accompany me.
boo hoo!~
sigh.
then talked to Jerrine on the phone.
and talked and talked and talked.
i kinda wish there was school rather than have holiday.
i mean, its so boring!
aaaaarrrgh.
nothing to blog about.
tomorrow will meet up with Adelene and mel.
to do the debate thing.
hope that mummy would let me go Tiong Bahru after that.
oh, and lastly,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DADDY!

2008-03-10T12:23:00.002+08:00

today is the start of the school holidays,
so that means it is going to be so predictable,
since i'm not going anywhere. D:
i'm going to be stuck in my room with something called
'boredom' and do my homeowrk the whole day.
pfft.
so since it is so predictable,
i have nothing else to talk about,
but random facts and the future. :D
yesterday my cousin smsed her dentist,
and told her that i wanted to put on braces.
but the dentist didn't reply.
so lets hope she replied today.
i have so many questions to ask about braces.
like,
does it hurt?
does it scratch the gums?
will it be irritating?
do you have the colour lavender for braces?
etc, etc..
hehe.
the fourth question is the colour i wanna wear.
dark purple with lavender.
whoo~
my cousin had dark blue and aqua.
i want dark purple and lavender.
i think its nice. :D
ok, enough crapping.
now, what should we talk about now?
ah..
i know!
tomorrow.
jie jie wants me to come to church tomorrow,
for a study group.
i seriously don't wanna go.
but the good thing is,
if i go,
mummy will bring me to Bugis after the study thing. :D
i am pactically dying to get my skinnies.
oh, and 15 march.
can't wait.
cos the dance group,
including the seniors,
are going to the cathay cineplex
at dhoby ghaut to support the jazz team.
and i'm going. :D
say, 13 march.
daddy's birthday.
i'm haven't bought him his presen yet.
i can't go out cos both mel and sylvia are away.
sylvia's got guides.. -.-
mel's at indo. :(
i'm practically dying of boredom.
and they abandon me!
BOOOOOOOOOO HOOOOOOOOOOO!
i wanna go out!
ok, i'm done doing this thing of facts and the future.
lets stop.

you're my friend,
you know i like him,
yet you kept on flirting with him.
is this what friends do?
if it is, then i don't wanna be friends anymore.
cos its hurting to see that scene.
you told me you liked him,
but later told me you don't anymore.
if you like him, just say it.
and i'll happily retreat and let go.
why must you lie to me?
cos its the lying that hurts most.
not the flirting.
i told you about the hurt i went through.
and all the secrets i had.
now you just planted another scar on my heart.
should i be angry or sad?
i guess i'm both.
i'll fight it out with you if thats what you want.
i'll let go if thats what you want.
but i'll have you know that i'll never forget this incident.

2008-03-09T21:08:00.002+08:00

hello, aliens.
ROOOOAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRR.
i'm so angry.
why?
because you aliens,
did not tag me!
boo you!
what-ev-er.
i am going on a no tagging strike until you people tag me. :p
you should know better than not to tag me. -.-
anyway, i was just joking.
if you thought i was really that petty,
you're wrong.
but please, do tag me whenever you can, kay?
i thank my darlings who tagged me but i'm sorry,
as i'm unable to tag back.
cos i'm too lazy right now.
but don't worry,
i'll tag back asap. :D
anyway, went to church today.
then, went to grandma's house.
then came back home.
and had allergy again.
on my leg somemore.
it had dots all over it.
and it was red.
i know.
you may think it is disgusting.
i do too. :D
and its really irritating cos it itches. :(
i can't confirm if its really allergies,
and i had them before too.
early this year.
well, nothing else to blog about.
wait! still got something i wanna say. :)

to _____,
i don't know if you really like me,
like what the rumours say,
and what you said was totally different.
but its really irritating like last friday,
at the discovery centre.
i don't know if you just wanna do that,
or you wanna impress me.
But on that day,
you kept coming behind to be next to me.
and kept trying to show off in front of me.
do you know that it is really uncomfortable for me?
i just wanna be friends.
nothing more.
i hope that you know what you're doing now is really freaking me out.
i hope you understand. :)
Rachel

2008-03-05T16:35:00.000+08:00

well, today went to school.
sigh. this is getting boring.
>>>>>>>>>>>>skip x 10
then after school, mdm valli came in.
she gave us our PPR.
sigh..
i failed 4 subjects.
YES FOUR.
I have to buck up!
i've made a decision.
i'll quit higher chinese.
although, i passed.
it was at borderline.
i cannot cope anymore.
this is high time i gave up higher chinese.
and i seriously have no idea why i failed D&T.
i feel like crying. :(
i guess i gotta face the music. ><
i'm gonna die, i'm gonna die...
then later i gave mdm valli the list of complaints that bryan did to us.
(me and marshmallow.)
and then mdm valli said she will complain to his parents later
during meet-the-parents. yay-ness!
anyway, went mac with mel after school at KAP.
and we took photos.
there were some photos that we looked retarded
and we laughed like mad.
people kept staring at us.
LOL.
anyway, mummy said that she forgotten the meet-the-parents session.
so this means that she wouldn't be able to meet the teachers,
obviously. -.-
lastly, i came up with the courage to say this.
and if you dare laugh or tease me,
i'll know that you are not my friends.
instead,
you're just backstabbers.
btw, if you can't see,
too bad. ):

ex-crush:
tan choon yang
i don't like him anymore,
so i won't care if you tell him straight in the face that i like him.
but like i said,
you are backstabbers. :p

well, since you're still not mine..
present crush:
lim huan sheng/john
to Lok San, if you're reading this now,
i beg you not to tell him.
if you do,
lets not state the possibilities how anger would result,
shall we? (: no offence though.
lets just hope i would forget him. :)
and that it's gonna be easy.
well, i got it off my chest now.
now i just ask you people to not be backstabbers.
if i'm not prepared in you telling him,
why should i put this in my post?
anyway,
i shall forget all about him.
and pretend that it never, ever happened.
besides,
i'm still too young. :)
SO, whatever to you if you tell him.
btw, i'll tell you why i like these 2 guys.

Qualities I look for in a guy:
a gentleman
attractive
humour
christian
sociality
sweet
taller than me (this is easy)
weight is not overweight

it is arranged in a way that the top is most important to me. (:
well, how did i fall for them?

for cy:
remember in 2006 there was this potluck that caroline held at the end of the year?
yuh, when it was time to go home,
i walked back with some of the guys and some of the girls.
including the guys was cy.
then he offered to carry the coke bottle that i was carrying.
and he offered to carry it for me.
and yuh, that was how i fell for him.
i know it sounds stupid.
but it was the concern that he shown that counts right?
besides, there was no one else left in school to like. :X LOL.

foy hs/john:
i found out that he was sweet, a gentleman and besides he was cute.
he had all the qualities that i looked for in a guy.
being a christian was a cherry on top of the cake. (:
because there are rarely any cute boys that are christian.
well, i'll forget about you. so don't worry. we're just friends. (:

why i don't like cy anymore?
reason:
when we were back at school,
he started becoming more and more like a jerk.
slowly, i hated him more and more.
now, i don't like him anymore.
i seriously wonder why i liked him in the past.
he just roughly fitted into 1 quality i looked for.
yes, i was dumb before.

but not this time with hs.
i'm not going to think about him and wonder if he likes me.
i'm giving up on him now,
and i'm not going to let my heart get broken anymore.
i'd rather the next 2 years wondering if you like me then know you don't.

to you:
sorry for everything that i did.
the smsing plot and everything.
i'm prepared to letting you stare at me awkwardly. like how you did it with mel.
BUT,
hope we could still be friends. (:

your friend, Rachel. (:

2008-03-02T16:44:00.003+08:00

Candice's baby cousin. He's just 4 months old. Cute right?
sissy bryan. -.- I HATE YOU. by how he look can see that he's a sissy.
me and marshmallow. I know my head looks big. :/

well, can i not talk about today?

gimme a break. :)

well, posted some pics.

the pics are taken last week.

2008-02-29T21:42:00.003+08:00

went to school, met up with the girls.
then went for assembly.
sang the school song, national anthem.
and then we had bio. :)
me and marshmallow asked mdm valli if we could change places.
giving an excuse that sissy bryan was irritating us.
but it is true.
he really irritates us.
then mdm valli moved us infront of bryan instead
and sissy was behind us.
which we have an advantages and disadvantages
Advantages:
we could snatch sissy's pencil case easier.
we could irritate him by turning behind and stare at him. (?)
Disadvantages:
he could kick us.
he could irritate us when going to pass up his work to teacher.
okay, so i'm not very sure which is better.
being in the old seat is better may sound better,
but i prefer the new seating arrangement.
i too, don't know the reason. :X
maybe is because i got sick of the old arrangement, :D
anyway, enough crapping.
lets move on to the subject.
actually,
theres no subject. is there?
whatver. -.-
ok, so later we had english.
can't remember what happened. :X
then we had reccess.
we had no place so we ate outside at the porch.
yuh,
we were scared the bird will help us to add ingredients in our food.
LOL.
ok, that is so gross.
then later we had ..
uh, physics?
Mdm fong was acting like a retard when she explained
how to swing the brass ball.
she was like,
a.. b.. c.. and swinging her hands
like she was riding a pony. -.-
then, marshmallow kept saying funny thing like,
"can see the fats on her stomach leh.."
and yuh,
almost anything makes me laugh,
so..
i laughed almost like a mad woman. :)
then we had assembly.
there was this durg free talk.
the persentation was seen a million times when i was at PEPS.
but, no matter,
i still watched it.
as if i had a choice. -.-
but its fine by me.
i never really get sick of it. :)
anyway,
bused back with marshmallow.
then when i reached home,
i guess i was tired or something and slept.
i slept like a pig. :X
my mom said i was really tired.
hehe.
and i skipped cg cos i was sleeping.
LOL.
btw, i think my skin the code spoilt or something right?
i'll fix it next time. :)

2008-02-28T20:38:00.002+08:00

today went to school. :)
and went up to e classroom and crapped with e girls.
then later went for assembly.
>>skip
then we had bio after assembly.
Mdm Valli gave us a class test.
It was quite easy,
but i didn't know how to do the last question.
then we had english.
Mr Woo showed us who had the top PPR,
and I was second. YAY!
the sissy bryan kept on showing off that his compo had top.
and that he could be on the top scorers.
excuse me, gay ong,
but i just need 1 more mark and i could also be top
for the second compo.
GGGGGGRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
(First compo I got third. :D)
but nevermind,
cos I got top second PPR in EL,
better than some people who got top for compo only.
hhhhmmmmmmmmpppppphhhhhh.
cos seriously,
he so damn irritating.
everytime act like sissy ,
then show off and is a pain in the neck.
Take today's oral for example.
he outside the hall,
trying to distract me.
Irritating, can?
then when i went out,
i screamed at him. :p idiot. -.-
anyway, after oral,
rushed to the music room for dance.
so later we practiced outside with Esther teaching us.
and we learned the whole dance. yay! :DD
then after dance,
me, audrey, marshmallow, Esther and Veluriya
walked to the bus stop.
Then we saw a bus and then we thought it was 33
and told Esther to catch up with the bus.
Ended up, it was 196. LOL.
then on our way to the 151 bus stop,
we saw alot of water bottles and we kicked them to the bus stop.
literally.
and we had so much fun! LOL. :D
i didn't know saving the environment was so fun, haha.
then we crapped in the bus.
and me and marshmallow gave our blog addy to her.
so I guess she should be reading this post now.
HELLO, VELURIYA! :]
LOL.
oh, and guess what?
I took the wrong bus.
darn it.
i was supposed to take 75 but took 74. -.-
and i travelled all the way to thompson.
i was like so damn scared.
i was wondering wth am i travelling further and further away from BT?
then i called my mum.
she said i took the wrong bus. -.-
i was so scared.
cos i was so far from home and i didn't know what to do.
then my mum told me to get a cab and go home.
but i had no money with me cos i spent it on pens -.-
so my mum said when i reaching then call her and she'd take money
and pay for the fare. :)
so i quickly flagged for a cab.
i was so relieved when i got home.
i'm too tired, so i'll stop here, yuh? :)

2008-02-27T21:20:00.002+08:00

seriously , peolple .
my tag board's dead .
sometimes i even wonder if my blogging would be in vain .
LOL .
anyway , i thank my darling marshmallow for tagging ,
+ those dears that tagged me . :)
shame on you people who didn't tag me ! :p
GGGGGGGRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR .
anyway , news just in !
THERE IS A TERRORRIST ON E LOOSE !
I'M SO DAMN SCARED !
MARSHMALLOW SMSED ME A FEW SECS AGO
AND I WAS TALKING ON E PHONE WITH SYLVIA .
then marshmallow just smsed me and said
there were police surrounding her condo .
i was like going "omg , omg , omg !"
and syliva was like ," what happened ?"
and i told her what marshmallow smsed me .
seriously ,
just a bomb and the whole of Singapore could vanish in ashes .
and i hung up with sylvia ,
called marshmallow and just said ,
" melanie ! Don't scare me ! wth"
I mean , yuh marshmallow stays in BT too .
but quite far away .
and she is at a higher risk .
but I am still scared .
I don't wanna die so young ..
GOD PLEASE HELP ME ! +.+
booooo hooooooooo ! :(
i'm so damn scared ..
i need to calm down .
breathing exercises ..
breathe in , breathe out , breathe in , out .
ok , i'm calmer now . -.-
anyway , lets just hope e terrorist won't strike
while i'm having my beauty sleep . :)

2008-02-26T16:52:00.002+08:00

hehe ..
changed my blog skin on sunday . :)
today went to school ,
maths was on first period .
then MT ,
yuh , yuh ...
DAMN BORRIINNNGGGGG !
gosh , i don't see why it couldn't get even more boring .
then later was lunch . woo hoo !
i ate pasta with fish fillet again .
then marshmallow (mel) told me _____ liked me .
I was like , so damn shocked .
and said , " not again !"
cos kim told me he liked me before .
but she was just fooling around . (i think)
then sissy bryan had to tease me the whole day ,
saying ____ likes me .
i was so damn PISSED !
then when Mr Ang told the class to do a poster or smthing ,
me & marshmallow was assigned with louise and sissy bryan .
and sissy bryan had to make me laugh like mad ,
cos he was acting all sissy ,
that i can't concentrate on the work . -.-
ass you , bryan ! ASS YOU !
anyways , after school ,
i bought a pen which costs $2.70 at e bookshop .
damn ex , right ? heart pain .. T.T
and , i offered marshmallow to help her clean the D&T workshop .
see , what a good friend I am . :DD
LOL .
anyway , after school we went to MAC at clementi .
and we crapped while eating . :)
then we went to e big bookshop .
i got so tempted at e pen section that i had to buy another pen .
:X . did i mention i am hooked onto art this year ?
lala LIM was the person who got me hooked !
she draws so damn nice . :DD
anyway , on our way to e bus interchange ,
marshmallow & i acted like drunkards .
LOLS .
walking slantways and banging into each other .
yuh , we're lamos ! :)
oh , one more thing .

I WANNA GO CHURCH CAMP ! :)
jie jie said there will be a mall near our hotel ,
which is bigger than vivo . :D
and there are a lotta teenage stuff there .
but thats not the only reason . ;)
it is also bcos i wanna learn more bout christ .
but i dun wanna go adult service .
cos it is too boring .
and almost 6 hours of it everyday ?
i don't think i can take it . :(
i go children service better .
cos can do arts & craft .
LOL , i'm so childish .
anyway , it will be in June .
so until then ,
i'm gonna pester my mum !
hehe .
i'm so evil . :DD

2008-02-21T16:10:00.005+08:00

julia acting cute . LOL
my lovely supermodel ! :)
my squashed ferrero rocher . LOL
Julia with her good friend , Angelica . :)

today went to school ,

met up with them .

then we crapped all the way until assembly .

after assembly , Mdm Valli brought us to the classroom

to change into our pe attire and put our bags .

then she brought us to e design studio for our health check-up .

soon , it was my turn .

I thought they will check the there .

But luckily , I was wrong . :D

Then I came out of e design studio

and crapped with mel , shafia and quacky .

in their quickwrite book to me and mel .

BUt almost the whole class didn't do

cos they dunno how to do . (inc me)

So , after seeing what mel write ,

I know how to write already . :D

Then later was lunch .

we couldn't find a seat at first but later found it . :)

I ate italian pasta with fish fillet . (my fave)

after recess , went hall to assemble .

After assembling , we went back to e classroom .

On our way to e classroom ,

Valeriya , my dance senior ,

gave me a ferrero rocher and a lollipop with a heart shaped note .

sweet , can ?

So later I just smiled at her and she smiled back .

so it was music .

Ms Chong asked us to take our pencil case

then go to e music room .

Then even before I got inside e classroom ,

brendon kan chiong spider ,

but in the end when he got to e railings ,

he dropped his pencil case . -.-

obi quack . you deserved it . :P

then later ms chong taught us ....

er , i forgot what it was called . :X

anyway , after music it was MT .

as usual , it was so boring . zzzzzzz

then later was EL again .

We did e grammar book .

Some I didn't know how to do . :X

so i asked some people . kekes

then later HS asked me what valli gave for hw .

tsk .

if mdm valli heard you , she will choke you to death . :D

then izzul heard and he laughed .

after school ,

i ate some biscuits and drank ice peach tea .

then when we were eating ,

there was this huge flirt .

and he kept on coming to our table to take adelene's things .

he was like so damn irritating .

but in the end , he left . yays !

so HMT .

i sat with adelene .

then the Gao qiang ( fat china boy)

sat behind us .

he damn joker .

first , he used his hp to call his audi gf .

and shun jun said why he didn't say any mushy words .

then adelene said ," you haven't seen how mushy he can get ."

LOL .

then later ,

he go take out his net from the PE shorts . :X

then he fooled around with it .

and we were like laughing madly .

and he stretched and stretched the net .

then he wore it !

by now , me , adelene , rou xuan and shun jun's

stomachs were hurting .

it was so damn funny !

and then he said , " wo de xing gan do g-string ."

translation : "my sexy g-string . "

gross , can ?

anyway , after hmt ,

i bus-ed back with xin lei .

then reached home ,

remembered that Veluriya gave me the candies .

when I opened my bag ,

i saw that the ferrero rocher was squashed .

LOL

but i still ate it . :D

people give , cannot throw away .

if not they will get hurt .

it still tastes e same when it is in your mouth right ?

whats the diff ?

only mean people will throw it away . :)

anyway , mummy asked me to do hw .

then after hw , went to update friendster .

then came to blog . :)

oh yeah , pictures ! (up & down cos no space at e bottom)

the doodles that I drew . :D

The note that Valuriya gave me . (:

kor kor Edwin and my cousin . (hes e one that teaches me drums .)

my cousins singing .

Dance :)

2008-02-20T20:25:00.002+08:00

Today went to school , had physics for first period .
Mdm Fong was damn boringggg .
For history , we had a test .
I didn't know how to do one question . :X
Then later we had English .
we had .. spelling ! yay-ness
I didn't get full marks ,
(damn that trepidation)
but I got 14/15 .
I'll try harder next time and get full marks . :)
Anyway , before spelling ,
1/4 of the class didn't have the books ,
so Mr Woo asked mel & me to buy .
Cos Mel is the english rap .
And since I've always been appointed to help her ,
I was asked to go with her .
Not that I'm complaining . :DD
So , Kim went with us in case we need an extra hand .
And then we were at the bookshop slowly seeing all
the pens that we personally wanna buy .
I mean c'mon ,
the bookshop has no one queueing ,
and if we buy during lunch ,
we need to queue .
So might as well buy now . hehes .
anyway , we went back to class ,
and I helped Mel sort out the books .
Then the stupid Yi Jun (Sexy Braces)
(Is I hear people call him , not I call him . Don't wu hui .)
keep on pressing us for the book .
Wa lao . I felt like smacking him in the head . ass him
So , I got pissed & yelled at him ,
CAN YOU BE PATIENT ? Can't you see we're busy ?
But I guess that didn't work cos he still didn't shut up .
hell .
Anyway , after english was supposed to be lunch .
But because of the spelling books that I need to help mel with ,
we were late for lunchie .
So Mr Woo said , "Melanie , I only got 1 el rap right ?
Then Rachel , why don't you be the other english rap ?"
So I said anything .
And Mr Woo added , " Bcos you always help Melanie , need so need
to have proper recongnition . "
LOL .
later was Maths .
It was as usual .
Then geo .
I was trying very hard to listen to Ms Lee
cos it was too noisy with the class making so much noise .
Somemore got test .
So I manged to hear a little .
But it was enough for the test . :D
>>Skip
After school was dance . YAY !
So lao shi teached us a new dance for this September .
So damn hard ! So many twisting and turning .
I do until I luan already .
Then later lao shi asked the seniors to teach
us the whole warm up dance cos we haven't learnt finish .
Valuriya was teaching me .
I could tell valuriya could die teaching me
cos I kept on forgetting the steps . :X
Then later Adelene come and say Guo Shan torturing her .
LOL .
Then Veluriya said " I also torturing her . I always make her re-do . "
LOL .
I had no time to learn the whole dance
so when the lao shi came and test us group by group ,
I was sure I was going to die .
But a miracle happened .
I was in-between ,
which meant that I could see 1 senior in the front and at the back .
So I just followed them when I didn't know what to do .
I made a few blunders but Mel told me I was really good .
I didn't believe her at first but
then later Veluriya came and told me I did a good job .
so , i dunno if I did good or not .
I made so many bunders !
Anyway , signing off now .

2008-02-15T19:21:00.002+08:00

today school was as normal .
after school , bus-ed to clementi interchange .
then lala Lim ask me if want to go KFC eat .
So I asked my mum she say ok . (hard to believe)
So we went to KFC & eat .
We crapped while eating .
Then when we almost ate finish ,
I said I wanna go toilet .
So I went to the old shop's toilet .
The toilet like so damn squeezy and smelly .
If that is not bad enough , when I went out to wash my hands ,
there was this old man who kept on smiling at me .
Then he talk to me but I can't understand .
Then he say in chinese , nvm , I was just joking .
So of course , after that ,
I said , orh .
And dashed out of the toilet & told la la lim what happened .
Then she said why you care about that old man ?
Just run out immediately .
So after that I took an MRT to Tiong Bahru ,
to go my grandparents' house .
Then I helped my mum and my grandma to prepare the food
for my cousin's 21st b'day .
So later I left the house ,
tand walked to the MRT station .
Then there was this lorry driving across the road I was walking at .
Then the lorry inside got one bangla ,
who was AIMING HIS PHONE AT ME ,
TRYING TO TAKE PICTURES .
I was like , omg .
So I covered my face ,
and walked quickly ,
without looking back .
I was so damn scared leh !
Then at the MRT station ,
got one upper sec guy same school as me ,
I think he saw me ,
then he smiled weirdly at me .
So to be polite , I smiled back uncomfortably .
Then I was like omg ,
3 TIMES IN 1 DAY ?!
This has to be the most scary day of my life !
I'll end now cos I need to go to e
function room to celebrate my cousins' b'day . :D

2008-02-13T17:30:00.002+08:00

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
that I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
keep , keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep , keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep , keep bleeding love
You cut me open

I think that this song really relates to what I'm going through right now
Yes , that feeling is back .
But this time its really different .
I don't know how to explain it .

I guess I've been hurt many times before .
And so when I seeked Sylvia's opinion ,
she told me that I can't stop standing doing nothing .
And she asked me to do something which was totally impossible for me .

And when I said no ,
she said that if i don't do something and he is taken away ,
i'll be hurting myself all again .

I mean I wanna tell him .
But I can't .
I don't have the courage to .
Plus , I'm too young to have a bf .
Maybe 2 or 3 years later .

So I guess I've made a decision .
I'll do almost nothing .
What I mean is ,
that i'll do nothing but i'll try my best to get him to notice me .

and if ,
thats a really big IF ,
he did ask me ______ ,
which is totally impossible ,
I guess I'll tell him that I'll think about it
cos I'll really think about it .

I've asked my mum about her opinion about a young girl getting a bf .
And she objected very strongly .
So its very scary .
And anyway , i still can't go out with my friends !

She still treats me as a kid !
wtf .
I don't wanna be like the golden bird that is
caged and so protective by its master .
I wanna spread my wings & fly too , you know .

Well , I guess this is the end .

I've always wondered what love feels like
I thought about it day & night ,
still not knowing the answer .
I wanted to know how a true love's first kiss
that were seen in fairytales felt like .
I wanted to know how being loved felt like ,
as in Romeo & Juliet .
But I guess I'll never know ..

2008-02-12T18:18:00.001+08:00

today went to school as per normal .
first period was Maths .
i laughed madly during that period .
bcos 1 boy in my maths class keep on falling asleep .
LOL .
Mr Goh asked him to wake up for like 2 times .
Then Mr Goh joked to ayeen that variable was the cousin to vegetable
cos she couldn't answer his question . -.-
Ever since yesterday , i've permenantly thought that Mr Goh was a meanie .
Don't wanna talk about it .
Anyway , next period was mt .
damn boring .
zzzzzzzz
Cai lao shi kept talking about things that I don't even understand .
But theres no doubt that he is a good teach . :]
Later we had our recess .
there was no more table for us to seat
so all of us went to the back of the canteen to seat .
Only got a bench but no table .
So we could only eat finger food .
I ate chicken biskit .
And no , I didn't spell it wrongly .
Its spelt like that purposely . :p
Later we had lit .
Ms Olivia asked us to take out our files and file in the ws .
Luckily I brought my file .
But I forgotten to take 1 of my ws .
Left it in my old bag . wtf .
Then ms olivia told us to copy this ws .
The ws had so many words &
we needed to squeeze all the words into a tiny little box .
my hand was damn tired after all the copying .
Later ms olivia asked us to hand in the file .
So no choice , just handed it in .
Later was cme .
wth , it was so damn bbbboooooooooorrrrrrriiiiiiinnnnngggggg !
And halfway throughout the period ,
Melanie had to go for a tabletennis match ,
making it even more boring for me . ass her . :p
btw , did i mention i quit pc & joined tabletennis ?
Turns out , I really enjoyed tabletennis & hated pc
cos it was so damn boring .
I would never quit dance .
I enjoy it too much . :D
Anyway , i was stuck with the ever boring
Mr Nelson Ang .
He let us off late .
wth .
Later after school dad & mum picked me up .
Then we went to fetch kor kor from his new school .
(It was his first day at school .)
Then later went crystal jade to eat with aunty sally
at Great World City .
Then went to Bukit Timah SC .
to buy my FBT shorts . yay-ness !
I've been waiting for a long time to get those shorts .
I didn't expect it to be so cheap . 11 bucks .
I thought it would be around 16 bucks . :X
I bought 2 pairs of shorts cos I didn't have enough .
( I need to wear PE everyday )
then came back home ,
did my homework then came to blog .

2008-02-07T18:47:00.000+08:00

Happy CNY !
Yes , that is to all of you who are still reading my dead , dead , blog .
I know I haven't been updatign much but I don't have the time to .
This will be a short post as I am too lazy to reply tags
& talk about the day .
But what I will tell you is , it so totally sucked .
Well , thats all .

2008-02-04T17:52:00.000+08:00

Pardon me for MIA-ing for the past few days .

I've been so worned out & suffering from the homework disease . (:

LOL .

Anyway , I shall be MIA-ing until next week if not even further .

But I will be updating my friendster with pics maybe from CNY .

Cos I just need to upload photos but for blogging ,

I need to write a whole lot of crap .

I'm just not in the blogging mood .

So don't blame me . :D

Interested to know how many enemies I made ?

hehe .

1 . Yes , 1 . stupid Natalie Pang .

she started it .

Don't stare at me . I'm innocent . :(

LOL . I'm lame .

I know .

But , seriously .

She is so damn intimidating .

Not to mention sarcastic .

When Melania forgotten to bring her black file ,

she said ,

"Oh , you didn't bring your black file , need to go up and sing nursery song ,

so sad ."

Man , when I heard it from Melanie , I felt like punching her face .

She is so damn mean !

She thinks she is Queen of the universe , yuh right .

How can the queen have two enormous buck teeth that are rotten ?

Seriously , her teeth is so damn big and its brown .

Alot worse than me .

Oh , and last friday , cross-country ,

when Melanie was talking to me ,

she wanted to tell me a story and I was looking around .

I was listening but Natalie PUNCHED me & asked me to listen .

EXCUSE ME ?

what right do you have to punch my shoulder ?

btw , its not just a soft punch .

IT WAS HARD . not to mention pain .

can't you see that i'm skinny ?

Are you blind , you idiotic pain in the neck ? :b

hmmph .

Oh , and who asked you to join the conversation anyway ?

tell me who .

Cos i'll puch that person until she flies to America .

Oh , but I believe she came in the conversation uninvited .

Gate-crashing , huh ?

i hate people who gate-crashes !

Please do notice that I'm resisting myself from using the

f-word and the word "bitch" .

Anyway , pictures , pictures , pictures .

3 hamsters cuddling together in a wheel . Cute !

Julia posing in her chiong sam ! :DD

2008-01-29T16:23:00.000+08:00

1. Adelene's drinking water so she look kinda weird . :D

2.The one trying to cover the book is Adelene , with Shun Jun & kimberly , then Clara & Boo .

3. Actually , this was supposed to be 1/3 but squareface was blocking .

4. Kimberly playing the phone .

5. Fong Yee , trying to siam ar ? :DD

6. Boo playing e phone .

7. Ling Yang siam-ing .

2008-01-29T15:42:00.000+08:00

I can't believe he died ..
I really can't ..
I mean , how ? why ?
I have so many questions .
I feel so sorry for him & his family ,
even though I didn't talk to him before .
He was favourited by all the SLs .
(Student Leaders)
Its ..
just so sad & unfair .

What am I talking about ?
Well , i'm talking about this boy named Danial .
He was in my school , NTSS , 1/4 .
He was one of the most popular guys in my school
cos he is a hyper shortie .
Everyone said he very cute . So small .
As do boo . :X
Well , today after morning assembly ,
Mdm Neo told us a piece of sad news .
She said that the boy who drowned ,
Danial , had passed away .
I was in a state of shock .
I didn't knew he would actually die .
So when she told us , I quickly went through what I saw that day .
I saw the swimming instructors carrying a boy ,
(still unknown who it was then .)
in a stretcher , to a room .
We all thought that it was Figue . (who cares how it spells ?)
And thought it was no big deal .
And then after me , Shun Jun & Adelene
came out of the ladies after we changed ,
we saw 3 policemen outside .
And when we gathered ,
most of the guys were with Mr Yee ,
gathering information .
We still thought it was no big deal .
Then Ms Roslinda told us that he was still unconcious .
And told us not to discuss this topic in school .
Ok , we thought .
Then the next day Mdm Neo told us that the boy died .
So , to show respect , we had to stand up and give a min of silence .
Maths lesson was cancelled as 1/4 went for counselling .
(Lucky , as I did not do the Maths hw . :D)
So Maths lesson was a free period .
Ms Vidya confiscated Clara's phone as she was using it .
:( Then poor Clara after school need to get from her .
Such a meanie !
Then later had MT .
On our way there ,
we need to pass by upper sec normal students .
Then got one boy go shout to Adelene ,
" Chio-bu ! Chio-bu !"
Did I mention that Adelene got a lot of admirers ?
Including seniors ?
Well , got a senior which has a peircing , (ewww .)
Asked her for her digits . LOL .
Anyway , MT got test .
I didn't study !
dead meat .
True enough , I left alot of blanks .
Sigh , I was gonna fail .
Then later we had reccess .
Crapped around .
After that , we had Lit .
Ms Olivia told us to write a poem for Danial's family .
So , me , Melanie & Adelene formed a group and wrote the poem .
The poem's not bad , actually .
But I forgot it . :X
Then while we did it , we crapped .
& Brendon kept on coming to our table & kept dissing us .
After that had CME .
Mr Ang didn't turn up .
So , another free period ! yay-ness !
So I sat beside Adelene & crapped with her ,
while Melanie sat beside Clara and crapped with her .
I took pics of almost the whole class . :DD
Yong Da irritatingly crapped with us too .
He beat me & Adelene's head . -.-
Then when me & Adelene said , ouch ,
he said , " Why your girls ar , beat boys so hard ,
then when we hit you , you're say pain . "
EXCUSE ME ?!
Don't you know that girls are more fragile than boys ?
jerk . :D
Then later school ended .
Well , thats all . :DD

2008-01-27T22:45:00.000+08:00

I had my hair cut today .
The shortest I had ever cut .
I think it looks OKAY .
why I cut ?
Oh , i'm just too lazy to tie my hair again & again .
Since my hair is not short , not long .
To see pics of my new hair , go see my friendster pics .
:DD

Rach

2008-01-23T17:19:00.000+08:00

hellos people ! :DD
Today was a bunch of crap .
Why ?
Actually , the start of e day was fine , then #%&@**^ !!!
Wa lao .
Will explain later .
In the morning , went to school , sat down with them , crapped .

Then , bell rang . So , went to assemble .
Sang mari kita ya .
Blahs .

LSS2 .
Stupid Mdm Fong was as usual , crapping about work .
Luckily remembered to do hw e previous night .

History .
Forgotten to bring black file .
Luckily the Mdn Sanmu - whatever .
didn't ask for it .
Had a surprise pop quiz .
Luckily can see TB if not i would have died . LOL :DD

English
2 words .
Damn boring .

Recess .
Also 2 words .
Always great .

Math .
Was quite FUN .
Mr Goh gave us back e common test paper .
For e first in my history of Maths , I got an A !
Woo Hoo !
16/20 .

Geography .
Ms Lee didn't come so this young teacher came for relief .
We could do whatever we wanted !
yay - ness !
Sat with Adelene .
She told me somethings that maybe I shouldn't say here .
Privacy , y'know ?

Then the rootten part .
Photography club was CANCELLED .
I was like wtf .
the explanation was bcos some students have swimming .
So cannot make it .

Wa lao . Then went home with Xin Lei .
Come home then remembered got Chinese Dance .
Stupid , can ?
I've like been waiting for chinese for ages and then I forgot about it .
I was like , omg . I forgot got CD .

Anyway , end of post .

2008-01-22T17:40:00.000+08:00

yoyos people !
Hope everyone is okay in their new school . :DD
Well , its week 3 or 4 in our new school now .
So , today had school and everything .
Well , this will be a short post since i have nothing to write about .
Oh , yeah ! I have a new table which came in today .
Its like glass and has a lot of compartments .
Yuh , thats the only exciting today . :)

i love you ,
but i noe its all over .
I should have told you when I had the moment to .
But , I still don't regret my decision
of not telling you . I'm sorry .

2008-01-19T15:47:00.000+08:00

I witnessed an accident happening today .
It was so scary .
My first time witnessing an accident .
I was near death . [ I guess ]
Heres the beginning of the story ...

I went to IMM first to eat and meet my aunt .
We went to eat Dim Sum .
Their Dim Sum sucks .
My father is choosy about his food .
He only wants perfectness .

And if I and my mother thinks the Dim sum sucks ,
what would he think ?
Well , first , before we ate the food ,
he already didn't like that shop .
Poor service , I guess .

Then , we ate . He complained and complained .
He said the food sucked like hell .
I totally agree .
Their ha gao was the worst I ever ate .
But their siew mai I give an OK .

After we ate , we passed by this shop that was selling all those ginseng all that .
Then we saw that the abalone got promo .
So we bought 2 cans of New Moon abalone ,
2 cans of australian abalone ,
2 cans of baby abalone ,
2 diff cans of topshell ,
2 box of birds nest too while we're at it .
I admit , I hate birds nest .
The taste is like so bland .

But abalone on the other hand , I LOVE IT .
hehes . :DD
Then we went to Giant .
Meet up with my aunt and she ask me and my mum which curtain is nice .
For my grandma's house .
Then I said the brown one .
Cos it gives it a classic look and a touch of modern look .

My mum agreed with me . So we bought that one .
then we went to the carpark .
when we were about to turn out after the car in front of us ,
the car in front of us turned slowly .
And I heard a car screeching .
I thought there was a car speeding behind us and was about to bang us .
I was like so damn scared .
I closed my eyes and then bang !

I opened my eyes in fright ,
just in time to see the car , a lancer , drifting across the road .
What I was angry about , was , that there WAS A LITTLE BOY IN THE CAR !
Why didn't the parents think of their child's safety ? I'll end here . I'm so tired .

2008-01-17T19:08:00.000+08:00

yoyos !
Today went to school , met up with Shun Jun , Boo (Melanie) , Rou Xuan and Kimberly . When I came I was like whoa . Cos they were all playing with their hp games . I was like lol . Halfway , Clara came early for the first time . Then we talked crap and everything . Soon , the bell rang . Then we had ass . Had Bio . Then eng . wa lao english damn boring . But Mr Woo is nice . but boring . :DD Then we had recess . Sat with Shun Jun they all . Adelene went to sit with Esther they all . Then later we had music . music was like damn funny . we had to do this singing exercise then it goes like this :
Singing is contagious and its ------ [ i dunno ]
hahahahaha
hehehehehe
hiihiihiihiihii
hohohohoho
hoohoohoohoohoooooooo
well , the girls sang it correctly , of course .
But the boys sang it like this .
Singing is contagious and its -------
haahaahaa [evil laughter ]
hehehehehehhe [evil laughter ]
hiiihiiihiiihiiihiiihiii [ E.L ]
hooo ~ hooo~

I was laughing madly .
Then we had MT .
Blas .
Then El again . CRAP .

Then dismissal time .
Went to e bench and sit with them .
Then went to buy Laksa .
Their laksa damn shiok !

Then when I wanted to push my baf , I touched something icky .
I looked and almost screamed .
BIRD SHIT !
I was like EWWWWW~!
WTH ! Disgusting .
Then Clara helped me clean my bag .
Thank you Clara !
So i washed my hands and everything .
But Shun Jun was more unlucky then me .
Her whole skirt got bird shit cos before I went to buy Laksa , she asked me whether can switch place with her .
SO I agreed .
Luckily I didn't sit there.
Anw , gtg

2008-01-11T18:40:00.000+08:00

yoyos people !
sorry for my lack of blogging recently .
I'm just very busy with my school work .
Anyway , today was CCA Open House .
I joined these few CCAs :
Band
Chinese Dance
Guides
Photography Club

hehe . I know . I joined too much CCAs .
But its not official .
Its trial .
Then later if wanna quit then tell e teacher-in-charge .
I already confirm join photography club .
I die die must join !
lols . The stupid Yong Da go join photography club also .
sigh .
I think I join PC & Chinese Dance .
I'm good at performing arts .
Not uniform group .
The only reason I wanted to join Guides is bcos of Peggy .
And shes a very hyper senior .
Then she kept on telling me , must join ar ! must join guides ar !
lols . SORRY PEGGY !

I had tons of Ads today .
And me and Melanie was mobbed by all the seniors .
They said :
"Come join band !"
"Don't join band ! Join Art Club ! Art Club can slack , band cannot ."
"Don't join art club . Slacking no good , later get very bad CCA points ."
"No , join band !"
"Join table-tennis !"
"No , join chinese dance ."
"Join badminton !"
"No , join guides !"
Then I told 'em that I joined Guides bcos that was my initial decision
and they like ..
screamed .

lols . and they said ..
"She already join guides ! Don't disturb her !"
And they continued to argue .
lols .

Anyway , I need to go now .

2008-01-02T16:11:00.000+08:00

Yoyos everybody !
Just came back from school . :D
How's my day (?)
Well , its ok .
And I just found out that Prasena is in e same school as me .
I HATE PRASENA .
Sylvia and I used to be best friends with her .
Until she became an ah lian , that is .
Sigh .. She is still e ah lian she was .
Prasena is an indian-chinese .
Don't get it ?
Well , shes indian but she takes chinese as her second language .
Ok , back to school .
I made 3 new friends today .
Well , maybe like talk to them but not very close and talk always .
But one of them I always talk to her and shes the closest to me in e school .
Her name is Melanie .
But one thing I dun like about her is that she is very childish .
I mean , she carries a SPI bag .
Yes , the bag that only lower primary pupils carry .
And she has a bobdog pencilcase and a mickey mouse ruler .
But other than that , shes cool . xD
Theres also this guy thats very naughty .
WORSE THAN ADVIK .
Let me tell you why .
When we were in e classroom , he talked back to one of e form teachers .
[We have 2 form teachers . Ms Ser and Mdm Valli .]
Mdm Valli is e in-charge form teacher .
She warned us that she would turn nasty if we did something unpleasant .
But she looked kind and caring .
And , e guy went to say some rubbish and was black-listed by e teacher .
Then , he kept on making a fool out of himself and gained e respect of e boys .
Later , he kept on dissing e student leaders but e student leaders was cool and dissed him back by calling him Nana . Short for banana . :D
We played a game whereby you need to play scissors-paper-stone with each other and when you lose , you stick a sticker on ur face .
I got 3 . kekes . XDD
He got stickers all over his face and so he has to do a forfeit .
Guess what his forfeit was .
PROPOSE TO A GIRL .
So all e student leaders searched for a girl and found one .
She seemed awkward when he stared at her . lols .
He hesitated .
She waited .
Then he said , " WILL YOU MARRY ME ? "
Sounds of cheering went through the crowd .
I cheered a little myself . :]
Hey , e boy has guts .
If you asked Advik to do that , he'd rather go and die .
hehes .
THATS ALL FOLKS !

2008-01-01T13:26:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR !
time passes so fast . its amamzing . 2007 is gone just in a blink of an eye .
And now its 2008 . wow . I still can't believe its 2008 . I keep thinking its still 2007 . sigh . tomorrow need to go back to school already . New school , new uniform , new shoes , new everything .

Yesterday went to Mount Faber to watch fireworks . Its very near Vivo City so we also watched a little of their fireworks . But its very blur . The fireworks I saw yesterday was by far the BEST ! There was this tall xmas tree . And the fireworks just came out of it . I was like amazed and I recorded the fireworks but only the first part cos I can't find my second part . the second part was much more nicer than the first part . And I was like wth , where is my file ? Why I could only find my first part ? But nevertheless , its better than nothing . I would , in fact let you see the clip . But it is bcos of some things that I said during the recording that stopped me . ><>

Toodles !

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2007-12-29T13:36:00.000+08:00

yoyos ! hehe .
Very long never update already ! ><
Then kena scolded . hahas . jk !
these few days quite busy so didn't touch e computer .
I went shopping almost everyday . thats why .
2 days ago , i went to Malaysia .
Bought a pair of Vans shoes .
Its white in colour and has pink stripes on it .
Bought it at 99.90 RM but got 30% off .
So around 79.90 RM . ITS REAL .
I also didn't noe that Vans could be so cheap in Malaysia .
Went to Malaysia actually to buy bag and shoes .
But only bought shoes and some other things .
Went to Jusco to look for my bag but can't find .
Maybe buy in Singapore . :D
then yesterday went to Vivo City .
Cos my bro gave me a $10 GAP voucher for my b'day .
So we went to eat first and then went to GAP .
They still had that end of season sale .
30% off plus 10% off if you have UOB card .
So I chose a brown velvet pants which was $55 usual .
And a plain summer singlet which was $19.90 usual .
It just shouted buy me as it was SO cheap !
[hey , its rare that you ever see a shirt or pants that was $10 plus .
So , I saw e terms and conditions on e voucher .
It said only redeemable at Wisma Atria GAP .
I was like wtf . Come all e way here then tell me .
I told my parents . They asked e salesgirl .
She said can use here . So I was like phew !
then e cashier said cannot use . Only redeemable at Wisma .
My dad said that e salesgirl said can .
Then bla bla bla and cannot use .
But i still buy . WHOO HOO !
And today , I went to Jurong to eat .
Then came home , used computer and nothing to do .
So went to surf e internet .
Went to Hui Xian's blogshop .
Saw that e esprit hoodie that I really wanted .
Saw e price . Eh , $15 leh .
Maybe I can bargain with her ?
In the end , $11 . So happy .
I'm a shop-a-holic . I'm trying to cut my habit .
So don't even try to nag at me . :]

end of post .

Tags of replies :
hotyan :D : hello , CLARA ! lols . yes , i updated just for you ! kekes .
hotyan :D : Merry Late Christamas to you too !
♥ CAROLINE : God bless you too . :D
Vidya♠ : Merry christmas to you too , my beloved FRIEND .

2007-12-22T23:00:00.000+08:00

Yupps .. I got into New Town Sec ..
I'm so gonna miss all my PEPS friends !
This will be a short post cos I need to help my mum wrap presents ..
Tomorrow is e xmas service already ! Fast right ? How time flies ...
Need to perform tomorrow . Must wish me luck ! lols .
Just know that Wan Teng went to e same school as me .
I didn't see her at first but my parents saw her when I left .
I went to e old folks home . :D The old people there very cute leh !
Got one lao ah ma play piano very well ! She very active . lols .
We bought Milo , Tissue and toilet paper , sugar and rice .
50 0f everything . E cars were like so full . We needed alot of trolleys .
lols . :X Anyway , I think I will end here . ><>
Happy Early Christmas ! :D

Tags of Replies :

hotyan :D : lols . You could call that 'boyfriend' of mine an imaginary friend . :DD

hotyan :D : Oh , that I didn't know , but then again , it could be true . :X

hotyan :D : But Ashley's nose looks uglier than her old nose . Maybe its true ? I also hate fakers unless its for a medical reason . ><

hotyan :D : I didn't know she had a car accident . I think its not true . :DD

♥ CAROLINE : Oh , I got into New Town Sec . :)

2007-12-17T12:59:00.000+08:00

Did't post for 4 days already cos I am super busy . On my bday , I went Crystal Jade to eat . I ate abalone porridge and e corn soup with crab meat . :DD Hehes ! I was like super happy ! My many attempts to eat that porridge always failed . But on account of my bday , I finally got to eat it ! E soup I eat everytime I go to Crysatl Jade so not very special but sound very grand . Lols . Sorry , got carried away . Lols . Anw , after that , I went to Youth Group . Then went to e wake . My bro ask me why on my bday go wake . Haiyo , of course go there is to support the family lah . On that day , a lot of VFC peeps come . [VFC is my ex-church otherwise known as Victory Family Centre .] They keep on saying I very skinny . Sobs . I ownself noe I very skinny . Please don't suan me ! Frankly speaking , I want to GAIN WEIGHT . Then , after a few hours later , UNCLE WILLIAM CAME WITH HIS FAMILY . My mum said, " Rachel's boyfriend come already !" At first I thought she saying another Rachel . I noe , I noe , I very blur . I saw the son keep on standing outside then I thought he just want to stand outside . But he look quite familiar , I thought . SHIT ! Now I remember , that man [I forgotten his name at that time .] last time always disturb me , say I and his son is together . So I faster hide from him . His son also stand far far away . I went to Jedi they all over there trying to do something . Then I heard my name from Uncle William's table . Shit lah , i thought . Then my cousin go shout, " Rachel ! We want to go home already !" [ I staying at their house .] What a bad timing . So I came out , and uncle william called me . So I go lah . No choice . I cannot be rude mah .And then his son run away , taking his phone , and calling someone . Sigh . How I wish someone would call me on the phone right now , I thought . He said, "Remember me ? I'm Shawn's father ." Then I just say "Look familiar ." Last time you and my son dance together in the church . You remember or not ?" I said no . Cos I seriously dunno . Why you so skinny ? Your mother didn't feed you ar ? My daughter-in-law leh !" OMG ! At that time I just wanna faint . [I didn't say anything cos I was speechless .] "You don't want ar ? You don't want got a lot of girls want leh . I know my son very well . "er .." And he carried on and on . I mean I like Uncle William , cos he is very funny . But , you're emberrassing me ! Why do grown-ups always have the habit of matchmaking children ? Anw , this is quite a long post so maybe I should cut short and highlight the most important parts ? The next day was saturday . Went to e wake again but didn't attend e service . :X Instead , watched e children play . Then the boys didn't do justice to e girls so I argue for them . Then end up I need to play . Very malu leh . Play catching when I'm so old . lols . Then manage to catch all of them . So stayed until about 11pm . Then went to stay at auntie's house again . The next day , went to church . Rehearsed for e xmas presentation . Then went to eat lunch . Then sat Auntie's car and went to e wake . About half an hour later , we went to the mandai mortuary to cremate the body . Auntie Dorothy and Auntie Agnes was quite emotional when they saw their mother being pushed into the cremation room . Auntie Agnes almost fainted . She broke down twice . Auntie Dor was fine . Then later they were ok . Ryan and the twins went to comfort their mother and Auntie Dor . The next day , didn't go out so changed the blogskin as the post must always cut short so not nice lah . Then haven't add music yet . May add No one by Alicia Keys . So at night , went to Auntie Phyllis house to cut hair . Length just a little shorter . Layered . Doesn't look very diff . Actually , I wanted thinner but ok lah . Better than my old hairstyle . So I'll end here with the replies of tags . :DD

Tags of replies
hotyan :D : Thanks !
sylvia : Thanks and ok . :DD
♥ CAROLINE : lols .

2007-12-14T10:20:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday to me ,
Happy birthday to me ,
Happy birthday to me ~ ,
Happy birthday to me !

Okay , I've gone berserk . Lols . I hope I don't stay at home the whole day today .

Initially , I asked Sylvia if she wanted to go West Mall to catch a movie , but she said she was broke and her father wants her to
be home .

So , in other words , she can't go with me .

Now I just hope that my parents would bring me out . ><

Its like so boring staying at home .

Esp on my birthday .

Sigh . Also , 19 Dec is coming in 5 days time .

I just got a dream where I got a letter ,

saying that I will be in New Town .

Act , honestly speaking , I dun like New Town .

But I go there bcos my uncle wants me to go ,

and also , I could crush Nat cos she wants to go there .

But now , I think the school is not bad .

Hehe , I change decisions quickly . :D

19 Dec may be the last time I see ALL my friends . :[

Including Sylvia ? Yes including her .

Anyway , what time are we supposed to meet in skool ?

I thought Mrs Ngiam said 12 pm ?

Then others said 11 am . I'm confused .

So , tell me in the tagboard . TY !

Oh, and here are the replies of those peeps that wished me happy b'day ! TY !

Love ya'll ! except the 3rd one .

Tags of replies :

♥ Caroline : Thank you ! God bless you too ! :D

ho tyan :D : Lols . Yuh , I read your sms ! Thank you so much !

Sherman : .. Do you have any idea wat you're saying ?!

Vidya : Lols . Clever girl ! Include my mum's bday too !

Sylvia : Okay .

Sylvia : Thank you ! But why ashamed ?

♥ Caroline : Lols . Thank you !

♥ Caroline : helo !

2007-12-13T15:32:00.000+08:00

Hey people ! ~
Today didn't go out just stayed at home the whole day . Damn boring . Just used com the whole day . What else to do ? Sigh . Tomorrow is my b'day but feels so restless . Hope tomorrow can celebrate my b'day even though I already celebrated . Lols . Maybe go watch Alvin and the chipmunks ? Lols . They so damn cute ! Did you hear them sing ? They sang the bad day by Daniel Powter and it is like so cute ! I'm thinking about buying their album . Lols . I was thinking just now if I should reply tags in the post so , I thought , why not ? Maybe it would be the change for the better . Kekes . But since I already replied to most of the tags , there'll only be a few replies . So , people , pls tag ! Lols .

Replies of tags

hotyan :D : hahas . Thanks !

2007-12-12T12:50:00.000+08:00

I am so called 'amazed' by how most people type in a 'language' like this: hiie, liaoxx, buaiis, issh, euu, gorrt, wib, iie. They think its cute but to me, its seriously irritating. I find that I can't be quiet anymore and that I have to speak up. -no offence to those people that type in this 'language' but just please don't type it to me in msn.

I find it superbly annoying and I have discussed this topic before with Vidya and she agrees with me. I also went to xiaxue and she says in the beggining of the post, 'how do young people communicate nowadays? Its ridiculous.' And like what she says, I see no point in typing like that. IE:

Normal words: hi, [skip the 2nd one], bye, is, you, got, with, I.

Most of the words are added with a few more letters as you can see. Except the wib one. But it just sounds disturbing. Why would these people do that? I'm not trying to find fault with people or ask them to stop typing in their so called 'cute language'. But I'm just asking you to NOT type this language in my face. Blogs for example is yours. You can say it in what language you want. So I will not care. And if you want to flood my tagbox with hate messages and not writing your name, whatever. I just think you are being very childish by speaking up and not writing your name. You DARE to speak up. But you DON'T DARE to write your name. If you ask me if I'm challenging you to write your name when you write hate messages, well, yes I am.

I admit, I did type in that 'language' in a period of time before. As you can see, my previous posts has larrhs on it. And I don't find anything interesting in typing like this. In fact, its just wasting my time cos I need to type a few more letters.
And if you chatted with me on msn, you'll find that I have typed my byes like this:
Buh bye. I find it extremely irritating to the eyes and stopped after a while. You ask me, then why did you even type like that. Then I'll just say to you, 'I was trying to see what's so interesting typing like this.' I think I have said my piece.

You wanna hate me, go ahead. But you can't hate me for this entry that I typed. Cos its my own blog. And YOU have YOUR OWN BRAIN. You can choose whether you want to put it inside your head cos this is MY BLOG. And since now you hate me so much, please click the red 'X' on the top right hand corner. And NEVER come back. Cos in case you don't know, a blog is an online diary. And if you're so stupid, a diary is a place where you write all your thoughts and feelings. So now, I'm writing all my thoughts about people who type in this 'language'.

2007-12-10T13:41:00.000+08:00

Okay, technically the party wasn't perfect but it was almost perfect cos like what Ho Tyan said on her blog, nothing's perfect . But it was the greatest party I ever had ! And I had the most amazing presents ! Ho Tyan, Zhi Yun, Vidya collaborated to give me a very cute princess photo frame . Sylvia gave me a very ex soap . She says it is very good for the skin cos she tried before in Thailand . She tried the honey one . She gave me the rose and cucumber . Annie gave me a candle holder in the shape of a pig . L0ls . Angie said she give me ' jewellery cos it is wrapped in perlini's silver box . But when I opened it, inside was a squish ball . -.-'

Lols. It has footprints all over it and has yellow hair . Shu Wen and Qian Wen give me a piglet soft toy . Why is everyone giving me pigs ? Lols . Can be a partner for my other huge piglet . Hahas . Most of them gave me cards and presents . Kekes . Melissa gave me a necklace with an 'R' on it . And has diamonds all over it . Caroline gave a bracelet and a keychain . Fang Rong gave me a precious moments mug . Zhao Rong gave me 2 bears that can sing xmas songs one . Chao ke ai lah . Can I not say what the boys gave me ? Cos very pai seh leh .

I think I said all the presents all the presents already . Thank you everyone for coming !

2007-12-07T10:28:00.000+08:00

hellos ! ~

Yesterday didn't post cos was out the whole day . Went to T3 yesterday . It was like damn big ! They said it was the size of 63 soccer fields . OMG ! My cousin and I went to take the tour which costs $3 . I think the money that they collected goes to charity . If we don't take tour, like what my auntie and my mom took, costs $1 only .

The airport got alot of facilities like Butterfly garden and they have a few bars and lounges ! They have over a hundred shops and over 40 restaurants, making them the biggest shopping centre in the north . I dunno is east, south or north . Hehe .

They say actually the guide say that they would be importing different species of caterpillars and that they already had the design ready for T3 when T1 before T1 or after T1 was created . I'm not very sure . I wasn't really listening . Hahas . But I do know that they didn't want to build T3 yet cos of the F1 race and that the government had the future plans just in time for all the arrangements . Okay, I'm exaggerating . Lols .

Okay, so we went to B2 and went to minibits KOREA . And they were having a 50% opening sale . WOO HOO ! SO of course, me and my mum rushed in . Later was joined by my aunt and cousin . MY grandparents sat at the chairs further ahead . My uncle sat with em' and kept them company if not my grandma would complain that we very long . Hehes . I bought a hairband and need to help cousin, jie jie pam but I call her jie jie to find xmas present . Including mine and coco natalie and carrissa . So, I help them choose loh . I help Carrissa choose a very cute teddy bear . Then Coco a strawberry . Usual price $9.90 . Half price . So around $5 . Mine is a very nice necklace with 2 'Rs' on it, silver and gold . But is more ex cos it is combined b'day and xmas . Usual price is $16.90 . half price . So around $9 there . Natalie's one is a very cute strawberry lah . Of course not I choose one lah . Same price as mine . NOT FAIR !!! Mine is combined while hers is only xmas present . You know, I think my cousin got favouritism . At that time felt like crying but held back my tears . Wanna know why I almost gonna cry ? Cos I'm so used to being the lovable one . I'm everyones fave girl in church cos I'm the oldest in church in the KK . Until the Natalie came along, that is . And I need to share my power with Nat . And I used to be the star in all the church's presentation but now Natalie is . Now you know why I hate Natalie so much . And when I finally got a solo for xmas, auntie joscelyn say she wants to replace me to nat . Everyone likes Nat and Coco . They have the most lines in the xmas presentation . Always do .

And in youth group, I skip sometimes cos I have friends over and sometimes I am busy or have hw . But Nat dun come cos she dun wanna come . And I get scolded . Not her !
NEVER her . Always me . And I remember when I first joined, which is last year, I would fall asleep halfway cos I was very tired and it was at night . And they would laugh at me . I hate them ! They ruined my life . Thats why I dun really look forward to going church anymore . Cos I knew there'd be a certain person there . But somtimes she skips .

Anyway, Mrs Ting smsed Ho tyan, saying :

Hi , pls help to inform other p6 pupils that they
are to listen to tv / radio news or read the
newspapers to find out the reporting time.
Based on previous yrs, after 11am.
Pupils will get report bk with posting slip in it
and a laminated psle certificate. * wink smiley *

GOT IT ? HELP TO SPREAD TO ALL P6s !

P.S The song playing now is Miley Cyrus / Hannah Montana's If we were a movie.

2007-12-05T14:59:00.000+08:00

Hello people !

Today was very boring . Used the computer all day cos, duh, theres nothing to do . I could tell my parents are getting sick of me using the computer all day. :X I would love to get out of the computer but theres nothing to do . :X

Ok, 3 more days to my birthday bash ! Hehe . Ho Tyan told me she didn't like to get wet so told her that MAYBE getting raincoats for them . Keke . I got everything ready already except the decos . On that day then put up . Can't wait !

Also, I changed skin . :D Hope you like it ! I'm a fan of %PURPUR.black ! L0ls. Her skins are fantabul0s (?)Hehe . Uploaded the Japan and chalet pics today . Will post them soon . xD

Tip: Disneyland is a lot more fun then DisneySEA . Theres nothing to do there . Plus, DisneyLAND has parades . Not sure about DisneySEA . I THINK DisneySEA has no parade . :D

2007-12-04T17:44:00.000+08:00

Ok, today I suddenly remembered the most important thing to my party. THE CAKE!!! I was like omg, I forgotten the cake! The most important thing! So I told my mum and my mum said we today go order. I asked my dad if I can order ice cream cake cos he is the one that gives the money. Haha! So he said ask my mum. So I said, "But you're the one that gives the money! He said, "But your mother is in charge. If is me, I surely give you cos you deserve it." [He's content with my results. Yay!] So I said, "Then can't you at least help me ask?" [My mum listens to him most of the time]
So he SAID, "Jo, can you help Rachel get an ice cream cake?" Of course, my mum didn't hear. Then, my mum came in and I asked her. At first she said no cos we need space for the cake. So I said our freezer surely have space and my dad backed me up and said can put in ice box. So my mum said can. So we went west mall with my cousins, Pamela and Daniel.My dad got so angry with the Swensens salesman cos aiya, dun wannna say lah. And chose the flavours as lime sherbet and sticky chewy chocolate. Can't wait! The rest of the day was a disaster! People started telling me they dun wanna come. About 5 of them backed out! I was like f**k, what am I going to do? When Cindy told me she don't wanna come. I mean it is like a huge disaster lah. And even worse, a few of the 5 told me they dunno if can or cannot. And how am I supposed to plan the games like this?! I feel like crying lah. These people are just to irresponsible lah! Don't they know that I have to plan if not the whole party will fall apart?! Ok, now I got it off my chest. So, everyone! Remember to bring presents! Lol. Just joking! HEHES. Okay, end of post!

2007-12-02T17:07:00.000+08:00

Hello people !

Just came back from Japan. Sad cos I had no idea how much I missed out during the party. Saw Caroline and Ho tyan's blog like very fun like that. Then later see my posts and Vidya said she cannot come to my party. :(

Anyway, I very happy during the Japan trip larrhs. The hotel's toilet bowl got butt-washing system larrhs. :X l0ls. Hust like the one I read at xia xue's blog. The only thing I didn't like about the hotel is thats is very very small. But very luxurious. :D The water is also damn cold! Like iced water! Maybe even colder. Lol. I bought a million things over there. Especially in disneyland and the last day I can shop. The best thing I bought I think is my Skechers mary-janes. I love it! I also had my handphone sticked with diamonds and pearls for 3,698 yen! This is the first time I had my handphone sticked by a pro. But quite ex lah. Converted to sing dollars is almost $40. :X Just to sck the screen. But I very happy lah. :D I'll post the pics next time. Got to go dinner. Uncle Jack treating us cos that time we invite them for BBQ. :D

2007-11-21T18:00:00.000+08:00

Hey guys. Today woke up early in the morning and realised that my dad wasn't at home. Forgotten he went to Indonasia. Sigh. So nervous for tmr. Feeling the heat man. Anyway, today cleaned the hamster cage. Finished cleaning, went to the coffeeshop near school to buy lunch and to buy lipbalm and toothbrush for the trip to Japan. Not going to school feels weird. And knowing that the time you will spend with your friends are numbered is just... so sad. Sigh. Thats life for you. Lets get back to today before I cry. L0ls. Came back at around 5pm. Packed my luggage and everything but haven't packed finish. Then came to blog.

Hope for the [B E S T]. Be prepared for the [W O R S T]. Life ain't a [M O V I E].
Its all [U N R E H E A R S E D].

2007-11-20T23:34:00.000+08:00

Hey guys today was okay. The potluck yesterday was fairly okay. We just played and played and played games. I brought popcorn and it wasn't MY POPCORN. It was Sylvia's. I mean, they bought the popcorn and cooked it but .. nvm. Anw, we played blind mice and block catching. ONLY. TIRING AND VERY VERY WET AND SWEATY. Wet cos I was in the rain catching the boys. Won't say so much except the party wasn't what I had expected. If I knew, I wouldn't even have come. I mean no offence to the people who spent their time on planning( or did they even plan? )but the party was ROTTEN. We played blind mice for like an hour and a half and the rest, either playing block catching or eating the food. Anw, the pics I posted earlier on, the green thing that has two people posing is Jerrine and Annie, Sylvia's sister. [One of the twin. The other didn't wanna come cos she fa pi qi. Nothing surprising.] And the one with Siok Ching taking some shots is at Zhao Rong's house downstairs taking a break from playing block catching. I'm darn sick of it man. And the Jesus <3 you is at my church. One of the drawings I did with a few partners. Uh huh, its damn ugly. But I was racing for time at that moment. I still can remember. Was late for going to ETM with my cousin. :D ANd I anyhow do. The angel one is a deco for the xmas thingy. Got lots more but too lazy too put. The first one is Nat typing on my cousin's apple macbook. She didn't really type, btw. It was STAGED. Her sis was getting a snap of her to put in her friendster. To let her stead see. Blech. Why so mushy? Need to let the LUCAS see meh? Post down there say wo aii LUCAS. I think I'm gonna throw up. Yuh, she think she very CHIO. But she only noe how to spend $$$. Her family so poor but she still buy branded things. I go Sylvia's house stay the sisters keep on asking me too save water. Unlike Nat and C0c0. P4 stead already lehhs. I mean come on lar. Baby pamela same age as C0co, P4 and I CANNOT imagine she can STEAD. Anw, i'll sign out now. :b

2007-11-20T23:14:00.000+08:00

2007-11-14T19:54:00.000+08:00

Hey people! Today went to school, sang national anthem, blahs... Then later I saw Ms Chan setting up the PC. And I was like, uh oh. I mouthed to Vidya asking her why is it now? Cos she told me that it was supposed to be after recess. Then Zhi XIn asked me to stand and follow her. Shit. Yuh, we need to do it NOW. I followed her up to the stage with my script. I was like freaking out larrhs. My stomach was filled with butterflies. Then Pei Shi and Yu Min was first. They were done. It was me and Vidya's turn. I was like, oh shit. And Vidya said her lines and I said mine. It lasted for about a minute or 2. I think ours or Abel's is the longest. :D Blame on me. I was too nervous. The presentation was over. Thank goodness. Btw, did I mention Zainul was following our class the whole day?! WTF larrhs. And SHE was seating BESIDE me in the hall. So sui. Aparrently, Mr Wong mistaken our class as a chalet. Putting students that he doesn't want in our class. KNS larrhs. Thats bullshit. Anyway, lets skip to MT class.

>> SKIP

Sat beside Jerrine. She kept on pestering for my phone. Gave it to her. Took back phone. Pestered me again for my phone. Insisted on not giving it to her. It worked! :D Then saw Juvia and Eve playing a game that looked like Stress. Wrong. They were playing Numbers. Looked fun so I played too. Was kinda winning, I guess. :D
Then halfway in the game, I was gonna snap but Siok Ching's nails were like damn long and it cut me. Very pain leh! The skin came off and in a few seconds, it was bleeding. Sob. Went to General office to ake plaster. My hand was like burning. Anyways, lets skip to the part after school. Cos the rest of the day in school was crap.

>>SKIP

Went to Jerrine's house to play with the hamsters. On the way, I met Jing Wen and Joscelyn. They wanted to follow too. So the 5 of us went to Jerrine's house inluding Sylvia. [I asked her to go. xD] Jerrine's hamster cage was like damn smelly lorhhs. And guess what I saw inside the cage. The bedding was SOAKED WITH PEE!!! Eewwww. It was just disgusting. End up, Sylvia, me and Jelly clean the cage. Sylvia was the brave one. She asked for paper towels and I was shocked with what she did with 'em. She used the paper towel and CLEARED THE BEDDINGS. Eewwww.I wouldn't even touch it with a plastic bag on my hand. Jerrine was like screaming when it was her turn to wet the cage. L0ls. After she was done wetting it[and screaming], I dried the cage.
[ I got the easiest and not so disgusting job.] xD Played with the hamsters. Jelly needed to buy bathing sand so the 3 of us went to the pet shop while JW and Joyce stayed at home playing audi.

>> SKIP

Reached the pet shop. Bought everything we needed like bathing sand, food and bedding. It all costs below $20. I'll say thats quite cheap. But Jelly had to burn all her savings. She was heartbroken. L0ls. Not really larrhs. She was willing to sacrifice al her savings. :D I asked her if she wanted me to co-own the hamsters. She happily agreed. I saw she was desperate. I mean, a begginer who has never reared hamsters in her life started with 2 hamsters. Thats way 2 much. Anw, it wasn't her fault she wanted to take 2. Long story. Went to KFC cos Jelly said she was hungry. Bought cheese fries. Went back to her house. When we came back, Joyce shocked Jerrine by saying she accidentally broke one of the doors. Man, was she pissed! Anw, Jerrine hadn't told her mum she was rearing hamsters. :X I told her if her mum found out, she was going to die. She said if she find out and wouldn't let her keep anymore, she would give em' to me. Yay! But I'm not sure if I'm ready yet.. Anw, Syl came to my house and had lots of fun. Someone won't mention who. Smsed me saying there would be a gathering on 27/11. Oh no. I can't make it. Cos I'll not be in Singapore. I will be in JAPAN!!! WOO HOO! Will buy amazing gifts for you guys if I meet you again lets say at my party and if I have the time to shop for y'all. So keep your fingers crossed! I'm gonna call Jelly to see if her mum found out already! Hahas. I'm so evil!

2007-11-13T14:24:00.000+08:00

Today was OK. Went to school gave out all the leftover invitation card except Shawn Lee's one. Dunno how to give to him lehhs. He go Korea. Dunno when he coming back. Jason didn't come to school today. So I passed his card to Jia Jing who stays near him. Then played games with the girls. Me and Vidya was preparing our speech for tomorrow's presentation on the PWA. [Be prepared to see us on stage tomorrow!]Then came back home, ate. Later, used computer. I went to cbox to change the tagboard and then I accidentally deleted all of my messages. So i went round tagging people. xD Then came to blog. :b

2007-11-12T16:26:00.000+08:00

I just changed my blog skin which miraculously enough, had no mistake except for the c-box which had this messages which came out from nowhere. WTF! Wa lao. Anw, I should be thankful my skin didn't turn out like the last skin - disastrous! But, I was finally not lazy enough and changed the skin which was there for ages. Ok, today I gave out the invitation cards and I was DOING MY BEST NOT to let Juvia noe. But of course, she eventually knew cos I told Saranya specifically NOT to let Juvia see the card as she was seating next to Juvia and I gave it to her during assembly. She held it out for the word to see. But I didn't say anything lahs. Just let it be. Then gave it to Carol, Vidya, Zhi Yun and Ho tyan. Went back to class. Asked Vidya to give the cards to the boys. And as I said, Jason didn't come. Typical. Anw, that wasn't so bad. I dug out his contact no. from Si Min. Then she told me that Shawn went to Korea. I was speechless for a few seconds. KOREA?! Then how I pass to him the invitation card? Aaargh! Things was so not the way I planned. But lets rewind to what happened in the hall during assembly. I was seating besides Juvia. I was making a poll about inviting Juvia to the party cos I kinda pitied her when Bendict or Danial read the detial's out loud! And later it was a lot to 2. And, yuh, the 2 is Yes. The alot is No. Then she saw her name on the paper. She looked a bit... I dunno how to describe larrhs. But, when I was playing with Saranya who was seating beside me, I accidentally banged her. She yelled at me STOP IT LAH! And I was like what did I do? She said you keep on moving around very irritating leh! Then I said so? But the thing was, I didn't move around a lot. I was thinking Huh? Last time I accidentally bumped into her she didn't say anything. She just smiled. Then I realised something and said to Z,V and S I diddn't invite her to the party then she like this. I had no choice! Some people won't go bcos I invite her. I mean, its better to lose 1 than lose a few right? So we were fighting later. I found out that she sisn't like me NOT bcos of the party. Only shit would believe that! I was so pissed! If she didn't like one of my qualities, then say larrhs! No need to gossip right?! A person is SPECIAL for her UNIQUENESS ok! And that quality that you dun like is UNIQUE!!! Aiya, Juvia, its not like I called you Freaky Fat Juvia. I was HELPING you ok? I PITIED you! So I even cared to make a POLL! And this is how I get repaid? I don't like what I get repaid back ok! Now, I don't even want to even want to see your face! It only makes me pissed!

2007-11-07T19:38:00.000+08:00

Today basically I woke up then surfed the internet, watched TV, ate lunch and then went to Cold Storage to buy some igredients for baking cookies. Came back, surfed the internet AGAIN. And then went to bake the cookies. Which unfortunaetly, was burnt as I was watching TV cos I thought my mum was watching over it but no, she wasn't. She was cooking. The next second, I heard her saying, "Oh no! The cookies chao da liao!" I was like HUH??? Then she started blaming me. Damn. I didn't even know. Then ate TV dinner, while designing the invitation card to my birthday bash. I don't know how to design it so I just made it like really simple and plain. No pictures. Only words in black. But it looks OKAY. I guess. Cos the fonts replaced it all. But there a lot of blank spaces. Zhao Rong just told me she can't come cos she needs to go China. So, overall, there will be about 32 peeps. People on my list are [ In P6, PEPS ]: Caroline, Ho Tyan, Zhi Yun, Vidya, Fang Rong, Saranya, Sylvia, Melissa, Siok Ching, Shu Wen & Qian Wen, Sanrah, Choon yang, Daniel Lee, Jia Jing, Jason, Benedict Quek, Shawn Lee. I really dun think Jason will come cos I can't give him the invitation card cos he's been pontaning school for like ever. And I'm seriously considering Benedict Quek. OK, I admit, I'm a control freak if worse comes to worse, that is. But I can't help it. And now, its the first party I've had in 7 years. I WON'T LET ANYONE RUIN IT. Thats why I didn't invite Elvis. He is a plain trouble maker. I remember the potluck party Caroline and Vidya had last year. He wrecked it. At first thought, I wanted to invite him. But later, I was worried he would say the F word cos you could expect parents and kids as young as 3 to be there. People who wants to swim, please come earlier. If you want to be invited or come for a swim, ask me for the time. Much appreciated. ;)

2007-10-21T17:02:00.000+08:00

I have bad news and good news in this post. Let me start with the bad news. Many unhappy things has happened to my chrch this paricular week. Okay,

1. Pastor Bryan and his family are moving to another church bcos of a misunderstanding.

2. His family and close friends are all following him.

3. TWE's dad backslided and won't be coming to church anymore.

4. Kor kor Keng Moh is also moving to another church.

5. A couple in the madarin service is also moving to another church.

6. Everyone has red noses cos they cried today.

Its just so sad. I'm gonna miss Esther, Kelly, Kaleb, Auntie Debbie, Auntie Belinda, Jie Jie Yi Zhen, Pastor Bryan, Kor kor (UNCLE) Nichalos, Kor Kor Prasad, Jie jie Christina and her husband, kor kor Eldred. No one in church is gonna teach me drums anymore! Sobs. But my cousin is very lonely now. All her close friends are gone. The church prayed for them that they will be comfortable in their new church.

Ok, now the good news! I finally bought my new phone! Yay! After all my crying, I finally got my new phone! W850i, I <3 you! But its on a special promo so I bought it. I think it only costs $38. Yay! So happy! My old phone was Scny Esicsson. NO SPELLING ERRORS! No kid. Noe why, cos it is a shitty lousy China phone! Wtf. My dad din't even asked me if I wanted it and he wanted me to take it. So on Friday, I got so fed up with the China phone I am sooo jeaalous! But, my new phone is good enough. So, I told m parents I wanted a new phone and I cried and cried. My dad agreed later and said my budget was $150. Fair enough. There are lots of nice phones on promo. So I flipped through last week's Sat newspaper and saw my OLD dreamphone on promo. So I bought it on the same day. But I felt kind of guilty cos I already had 2 phones currently and I still asked for more. So now, I have 2 spares and 1 main. I hate myself SOMETIMES. I really do.

2007-10-10T20:11:00.000+08:00

Hey people!

Yay! The PSLE is officially over and we get to party all day! Lols. This reminds me. Sylvia saw a display pic on a website and told me wat it said. Ok heres wat it said :
You know, people say LOL almost on everything they said. My cat died yesterday, LOL. My grandma died yesterday, LOL. LOL! Lols. Ok, so today was Wednesday, yuh? I kept thinking it was Monday like we didn't see each other for a few days. Anyway, today Mrs Ngiam said her speach. And it was like damn long. wtf. I was getting restless. I was kinda relieved as no one knew except some people that I was wearing a Sapphire PE Tee. I was actually wearing Annie or Angie's Tee. [Sylvia sisters] I slept over at their place the day before. Okay, so recieved their invitation card to their b'day and later we went back to class and Sylvia sat beside me at the 'Moving On' Series. You could say there was a lot of Girl Talk there. Ok, then later went to MT class. Ms Yew asked us about the paper first then later let us watch a horror movie. Isa brought it. I think it was called 'The Ring 2'. We didn't see much scary parts and Jerrine was like screaming and gripping my arm! Ouch! It was damn painful larrhs.
So went reccess. Then came back and did the 'Coping with grief and loss' thingy. Then we were released. Later I went to bathe as I was itching all over! Then when I was about towatch a movie in my room, my parents asked me to follow them to Beauty World. At first I didn't wanna go but my mum bribed me with the bookstore. [I'm a bookworm!] Wtf! We can't take my mum's car as it was in the workshop and we had to take my dad's two-seater sports car. Trust me, it was VERY VERY uncomfortable. My father went for his 2 hour massage. Me and my mum went to eat and bought some durian puff. Then we went to Gift's and Such to find a present for Annie & Angie. But we couldn't find anyhing to give them. Then we went to the bookstore and I bought 5 or 6 books. Then we went around the shopping centre. We saw a Nail Parlour and my mum wanted to do a Pedicure so she went in while I stayed outside quietly reading my book. Then we went home so I went back to my movies and went to surf some sites. Then came to bl0g. Adios!

2007-09-07T20:51:00.000+08:00

Ok, didn't have time to blog those past days... And, yuh, here are the results! Drum roll please... Ya noe, this is like those competition that when they are announcing the winner, they go, "Right after the break." Gosh! I so hate that! Ok, enough holding back. X] Another drum roll please! ....... Ting! I HAVE TO WEAR SPECTS! OMG! After the test, I'm like omg...12 yrs of my life not wearing spects adn now... OK, not going to say about my day cos theres nothing to tell you about no interesting things today... So, I'm O-U-T

2007-09-03T22:58:00.000+08:00

Ola guys!
Haven't posted in quite a while, huh? Whatever. Enjoyed the first day of the hols? I well, could say Ok ok. Well, woke up at about 9am. Then lazed around like a zombie then ate breakfast. Pizza, Milo, chicken pie, blahs... The surfed the net. After that, had chinese tuition. (Yes, I have tuition almost everyday.) I'm seriously stressed man! Ok, after that, ate lunch. Watched TV. Then used the computer. And watched TV. And do homework. Then watched TV. Then surfed the net. Went to trent. The site is [www.trent.blogspot.com] for ENGLISH celeb gossip. Heard Brit S. released her single. Listened. Ok lah. Not very good. Not very bad also. Ok, then blogged. [Basically, look at all the things I do. It is like a cycle!] BTW, I'm having my eye checked cos lately my vision is a bit blur. Hopefully I won't wear spects. Must pray. I'm out.

2007-08-18T23:42:00.000+08:00

Finally! Not lazy enough to blog!Honestly speaking, I use the com everyday but I am too lazy to post. Lols. Ok, so today got someone come to see the house. Daddy says he selling it at 1.8 million so that we can buy landed property but I was like wtf. Who would buy a 1.8 million penthouse? Might as well buy landed. But, PR cannot buy landed so maybe got hope? Then he asked my auntie to bring the mag cos inside got feature our house. Cover page. I still can remember. They came, on air-con, set up the lights and everything, so it was very bright. In my room the whole time but came out once in a while. Anw, after that, eh, no is BEFORE that, we went to 155 to eat. Then later went back. Blahs. So did my hw. [Didn't do finish yet.] Finished in time. Then got ready, fetched my aunt, apparently, Jolene came with her lols. The cute little thing. Then droped me off at tuition. Went to tuition. The stinko dog kept on barking at Renee. Lols. Keep on barking, Shadow! >> Skip
So, after tuition, picked me up. Droped me at Sylvia's house at about 5pm. Then at 7.36pm went downstairs bought hi-chew and wen up again. Went to Auntie Hanis's house. His elder son is like... scary? He kpt on staring at me. I tell you ar, I damn scared of him. But dunno he praying. Then Fang Rong, Sarah, Mirah, Sylvia n me sat at the waterbed. There is a kind of comforting feeling. I like it! So, had tuition until 10pm. Called Mummy. Reached home at about 10.15pm. And surfed the internet. Then came to blogged.

2007-08-12T15:09:00.000+08:00

I 8 days didn't post already. Cos I lazy. Lols. So, now I am finally posting. The blog is still not working. Maybe I shall ask Vidya to help me. I'm desperate! Lols. Actually, today not much happened. Yesterday I stayed at my aunt's house so at about 8.30am woke up. Then had a bath and so on... After that, watched TV. So left the house at about 10am and went to church. Blahs. Then we rehearsed a few songs. Ok, 1 song. Got 2 kids presentation but I am doing the other one. Which is this one. I think that someone who is organising this has FAVOURATISM. [Spell wrong dun blame me x] ] Cos Natalie and Coco can do duet. Not fair lohs. [Am I jealous? I seriously dunno.] Somemore they do duet 2 times already. Then Natalie got 1 time do solo. WTF. They ming ming know what - ----- --. [Kinda emberrassing] Then they go and crush it. Wa lao. But got one time when Nat was doing her solo, she zhao sia. [Out of tune]Lols. And it was RECORDED. Then my cousin teenager, they go n seek pity and call her jie jie. I tell you, at that time I wanted to kill them! I am her cousin, call her jie jie, they are supposed to call jie jie pam. [Arrrgh! Its obvious! I'm jealous!] I tell you lor, I was damn angry. A volcano exploding! For the rest of the day, I acted like a brat. What can I say? I was really angry! Nvm, >>Skip
Went to eat. Came back. Blogged.

2007-08-03T19:45:00.000+08:00

Sorry, just changed new blog skin... Not getting as well as I had expected... No tagboard, no nothing! Will get things back as per normal asap!

2007-08-03T18:30:00.000+08:00

Today is,ok, lets skip school as there is nothing much. So, after school, met Jerrine and Sylvia. We went to West Mall. We ate Mos Burger then halfway eating, got one old woman (quite old lah) go near the glass and mumbled some words. (Our seat was infront of the glass and she just cutted through. Wtf larhs. Then I almost wanted to say, "Excuse me?!" But I figured I would be the rude one if I did. Anw, Sylvia could hear what she was mumbling and told me that she said (In chinese) " Ni men qu qiang wo men de wei zi wo men zo zai zhe bian de leh!" (Translated) "Your snatch our seat, we want to seat here wan leh!" When I heard this I was mildly angry and said, "But we came first!" Anw, moving on. So I bought earrings, chocolate chiffron cake, bubble tea, lunch, coke, pens, pencil lead, staple bullets, etc... Yuh, you would be thinking, why the heck would I be saying things like pencil lead or rubbish. Answer: Dunno why, just put lah cos inn fact, I did buy them. Yuh, I'm out of my mind alreadys. So walked and then saw Carol and Zhi Yun. Just say hello and went off. Then no where to go already. So we went home. And then, I take the bus damn unlucky leh! TAke the bus halfway, the bus very smelly. The kind of smell like engine leak or something. It was worse than people's fart. And, I was so scared to breathe. So I took small breaths. Then about 3 stops away from my stop, black smoke started coming out of the bus. Yuh, the bus has broken down. WTF! Then alighted from the bus. Don't expect me to stay there and wait for another bus. NO SIREE! I would not be there breathing that polluted air! So no choice, walked to the second bus stop. Then, when I was just about to pass the bus stop, 176 come. Anw, I was tired so I boarded the bus. Sylvia called. She told me her bus had broken down. Lols. Then 10 sec later, the bus was reaching. Told Sylvia I would call her later as I had no hand to take my bus card. Then alighted. Walked home. So watched TV, bathed, and came to blog. x)

2007-08-02T15:26:00.000+08:00

Very long never post le! Anw, today is the last paper- Science. Quite hard leh. OK, so today in the morning I alighted from the car and saw Sylvia. Everytime I see her is either she faster than me or I faster than her. Sometimes I'd chase her, sometimes I won't. And today it just so happens that I'm faster than her so nvm lah I just walk first. Then I saw Zhi Yun. So I asked her why she was standing there. She said she was waiting for Caroline. Then she asked me if I could wait with her. Then I said ok. So, Sylvia saw us and she talked with me for a while. Then she went in. So we waited for like 3 min and it was quite late already. So Zhi Yun said ok, we count 100 sec if she still don't come, then we go inside. ...... 100! Then Zhi yun said stil got a lot of peeps so we continued waiting for like 10 sec then we went it and saw carline lols. >> Skip Science - Boring!!! Music - Funny! (Laughed until like hell.) PE - Ummm... Recess - Blahs... EXAM!!!!

FYI, PE and Music had relief teachers. So, basically, we didn't go for PE.

>> Skip

So, after school, went to Auntie Lay Kim's house cos my parents need to go for what laser for the eye correction. Or something like that. [ I actually can take bus home. But i dun wan. x)] Then played with Jolene. Blahs. Then my parents picked me up. Ok, then I ended here. THE END

2007-07-26T15:44:00.000+08:00

Very long never post already.... Well, not really. Only never post 2 days but I deleted the post. Don't ask why. Anw, yesterday Mr wong gave a lot of hw amd very sui leh. I FORGOTTEN TO DO!!!! But, lucky, Mr Wong never check. A lot of people never do. But, << Rewind We had music. Sing wat Singapore Town. Blahs. Then need to clap hands too. Then wa lao so irritating. I caught the flu the previous night. So I had a new voice. Lols. The PE. Wow, it was the first time the odd number won!!! So happy. Ummms. The rest of school are boring, so... >> Skip Today is the second part of Pre-lim oral... I think I sucked. I mean English oral quite easy but chinese was damn hard. Maybe I'd fail? So, after that, went to Sylvia's house. And this is where we end. ( I'm posting at her house. ) Sign out.

Princess Story thingy...

2007-07-20T23:46:00.000+08:00

Today after school got supplementry then after sup Sylvia meet me at gate 4 outside to go to my house. Then later Sylvia and Jolene got along quite well. In case you are thinking, who is Jolene? She is a damn cute little 6 yr old girl. Hu is NOT related to me but I noe her since she was a baby. Ok... Moving on >>> Then after that went to Jerrine's house cuz she say she got nothing to wear. At first, I don't believe her. But, she really got nothing to wear leh. All her clothes are like nothing that I would wear. Anw, me and Sylvia decided on her denim skirt and sleeveless top. Then we went to Mac since we need to eat and she also need to take porridge so we agreed on going to Mac. It was actually 5.15pm++ then we eat finish about 6pm since we were talking and eating at the same time. Then Jerrine was late. 6.20pm already. Anw, we weren't late. Skip >> The show was quite boring. Not gonna reveal who was sitting at the same row as it is too emberrasing, fyi. Only the last part was colourful and somewhere at my expectations. Thats not all but I am really tired so yuh, thats all. (I noe it doesn't make sense to some of you.) I wouldn't understand too but I am so damn tired I dun wanna go on anymore. Sign Out.

NOthing...

2007-07-19T22:17:00.001+08:00

Basically, today nothing special happened. Except that I had a henna done. Did it 2 times. The first time is bcoz I accidentally smudged on Ho Tyan's skirt. Then got all the blames. But nvm I let it go. Then 2nd time is after school I go with Vidya. Yuh I noe wat you guys are thinking. If you read my past few posts... Anw, is not the lady anymore. Is the P5 girls do. Got one indian gorl damn bossy. Feel like giving her one tight slap. Yuh. Thats all.

Shopping!

2007-07-15T18:41:00.000+08:00

Yesterday end up never go to the party. But nvm cuz still can skip tuition! Ok, today is basically shopping haven. Today in the morning go to church then I leave the church earlier by a few minutes only to meet my auntie. Nvm. >> Skip
Then we go Orchard Road. >> Skip We went to eat Sushi Tei. We ate until we were very full. Ok, I ate until very full since my auntie was talking on the phone throughout the meal. Then very accurate leh. After I eat finish only, my auntie hung up the phone. Dotz... Make me eat everything... Nvm, I dun blame my auntie. Anyaway the food was nice. >> Skip Here comes lunch AGAIN. And AGAIN, I was the only one eating. But got 2 differences. 1. We ate at Mos Burger. (My Favourite!) 2. She wasn't talking on the phone. And AGAIN, I was very very full. >> Skip
So we went to Pacific Plaza. I wanted to find my Jacket, swimming costume and 3/4 pants. So, we went to Ripcurl. Got 3/4 pants, but it wasn't nice. Anyway, it won't fit. And also got swimming costume. But again, not nice. So we went to Roxy. ( This Roxy outlet is the only one that has Roxy kids.) I saw the Jacket. Brown one. Damn nice. Wanna buy!!! But no money. Then my auntie said she next time buy for me when she recieve her salary. THANK YOU!!! Then I saw IT. The swimming costume! It is also very nice. I also wanna buy!!! But $65. I only got $20. I noe, very little. But nvm. I tell my auntie, I will save. Then she tell me, " Nevermind. You save a little bit, then I pay the rest." THANK YOU AGAIN! I really really want the swimming costume and the jacket. Very nice leh. But both you add together about $122. Enough to buy the branded clothes. Like LV. WHo am I kidding? LV is more ex then this ok! Anw, it all ends here. XOXO

A Typical Day

2007-07-14T00:12:00.000+08:00

Today is just like any other day. Haven't talked to Vidya for about 5 days already. I think. We are now like treating each other as enemies. I starting to feel a little guilty. But I still cannot bring myself to treat her the way I did last time. Cos I feel so damn annoyed. Oh well... After school, do all my homework then get ready to go to church for the holy spirit seminar. Then went for supper. Came back already like 12am. But I not very tired so I play computer. Which is like right now. Tomorrow can skip tuition cos daddy's friend's son b'day. Wa lao. They stinking rich loh. That time went for their other son's b'day go and book one country club then somemore they book the suite. Got swimming pool, etc. Then on last year's Chinese New Year, went to their Malaysia Bungalow. Wa Lao! DAMN BIG! And also very nice. Then they hire two maids also. But their children all hyper-active. But very cute! Tomorrow, they celebrate at Sentosa. Still dunno what to wear. Nvm. Decide tomorrow. Now, I wanna sleep. Goodnitez!

My day

2007-07-12T16:51:00.000+08:00

It has been a damn long time since I last blogged. What can I say, I am like so damn busy. Only do homework and if have free time then watch TV or surf the net loh. Anw, today was like ok lah. Caroline they all started this Looney Toons family so later I joined in. I am Daffy duck! Then Caroline is Bugs bunny, Ho Tyan is Sylvester, Siok Cheng is Tweety Bird and at first Zhi Yun was the Granny but later she wanna change and became our mother. Then we were like calling her mummy, mummy! Give me my allowance! Lols. At first Vidya wanted to be the Tasmanian Devil but after that, all of us voted her out but say, she is not in the family but we still friend her loh. Then this morning, the temperature taking, Ho tyan accompany Vidya and Zhi yun to buy the thermometer and still got stock then Zhi Yun buy 1 so left only 1 more. Then Ho Tyan asked Vidya to buy then Vidya said think she got not enough money so she count, count , count. Then Elvis walked in bought the last 1. Wtf loh. No money can borrow from all of us wat. Then we were like bragging about it the whole day. After school, the idiot teacher miss Brema dun let us go supplementry. Wa lao! Then no choice wait loh. What to do? Then when going to after supplementry, Vidya go toilet then drop the earpiece! Wa lao! Then later she come back, wanna go home already, then she walk halfway and drop one more again! Wtf loh.Then later Mrs Toh said you need to pay for that. Then later, she drop again! 3 times in less then 5 min leh! Is there anything she cannot do??? Then me and Ho Tyan were laughing like hell. So funny leh. Aiya, I think i better stop here. Too much already. Toodles.

Holidays

2007-06-05T11:15:00.000+08:00

Today is the second week of school holidays. So, that means Sylvia went to chalet and I have one week and two days of whole tuition. Talk about stress! But, tuition held at Bugis. So one hour of travelling. But after tuition, can shop! Yay! *Yawn* But, gotta admit, holidays can be very very boring. Like yesterday. But I don't wanna talk about yesterday. So, gdbye.